Guess i couldnt take it anymore.
Things are just so fucked up between me and you.
Sometimes ur hot, sometimes ur cold.
How in the world i can tahan that?
One moment u're nice to me and another ur with some guys doing shits.
U know that i like you and u just dun care.
You just took me for granted as though i will always be there.
I really had enough.
If u think those guys u hang out with can give u the happiness that u wan, suits urself.
Im not trying to say anything like i AM the one who can give u the happiness that u wan.
But at the least i tried my very best.
And i can feel my conscience.
Watever that i do for u, i did the best.
Be it getting ur breakfast, giving u dozens of strepsils when you had the bad sore throat and wanting to see u every second of the day.
But all these, aint getting appreciated.
I know its hard for u.
Cause me, im not so perfect.
I dun have the looks nor i have the money.
Its perfectly normal for u to feel that way.
I know my own limits and i dun regret liking u so much.
Even now, im still clinging on to the tiny hope that u'll change ur mind.
But i know u wun and u never will.

"I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you."

I want to have u back but i guess this is better, for me and for you.
AkatsukiSven