Scaled the mountains and crossed the seas. Thats you and me.
If.... its love. Will it be you and me?
Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Take ur time ba.
I can totally understand why u dun wanna talk to me and all those things.
Im slowly changing.
Really.
As much as i wanna talk to u, i cant.
Many a times i just typed in the text that i wanna send to u so much.
But after i typed finish, i would just backspace everything and delete it in fear that u'll get annoyed.
Endure, is painful.
But im sure i can do it.
I just hope i would get ur appreciation in return.
Im really going the extra mile for u.
U dun know wat i did.
But i really did alot.
I start to bring umbrella for fear that u'll get caught in the rain.
And u wanna know why u're seeing me every morning on the bus and not in sch?
I wake up everyday at 515 am to prepare and take the first bus from bedok to circuit rd and take the 61 that u're in everyday.
JUST to see u.
U just had no idea how much i wanna sleep during lesson.
But i know i cant.
O levels is coming real fast.
Sometimes i just couldnt control and fell asleep.
I aint blaming u for that.
Just wanna let u know.
How much im willing to put in.
If theres one small thing i wan from u.
Its just only to talk to me.
I may be real irritating at times.
But i really dun mean to.


Ok sch today was bored, except that some car wan me to buy chicken yakitori for her which i dun wan to.
But bought it anyway.
After sch, ate then lab then basketball then homed.
Thats about all.
Sayonara mina!


Neko neko~
AkatsukiSven


Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Ok..
This is a dedicated post.
So it'll be quite boring for those people this post is not for.
So...
lets go then.

I know wat i done wrong le.
Thanks to andy.
I really din know until he told mi how u were feeling.
And to think i was blaming u all this while.
How wrong can i be.
Sigh..
I was wrong to blame u like that.
Really wrong.
Sorry uh?
But ultimately, u know i is love u de ma.
I know, im the kind of irritating person.
But thats who i am ah..
I didnt choose to be like that.
But im really willing to change.
Cause thats a real bad habit of me.
Guess we wun be talking for this few days ba.
I'll take this time to change for the better.
I promise you'll see a better me..
Alright?


If i had you~~
AkatsukiSven


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Monday, March 29, 2010



Deneng :P



Pek han~



Deneng again~



Nat's pretty leg LOL!



Pek han~



Dun twist la stupid kai xun LOL!




Nat looking at pek han 0.0



Deneng looking at Nat 0.0



Me and kai xun~



All my car :P dun jealous

Ok ba.
This post is just post pic of sat de LOL!
Time to dota with my AHBANGS
BYE!


Right here waiting for u~
AkatsukiSven


Sunday, March 28, 2010

OMG!
Geraldine unblocked my msn!
She's finally gonna talk to me!
Gotta be careful not to do anything wrong again.
I just realised how her actions affect my mood.
Just purely unblocked only i so damn happy le!
Love her ttm ok!

Yesterday road run was great!
Got like 11.
Was just behind chia wei!
I swear it was tiring.
But its the last year le ma so just run luh.
After running, slack slack abit.
Then off we went to whitesands for breakfast.
Had bk.
So full.
Then off we go to eldon's father pet farm.
Before we leave,
Went to buy donut.
Was not craving for donuts actually.
Was thinking of geraldine.
She love donuts. Haha.
Bought one tiramisu one.
Donut empire like so normal.
J.co's donut is so much better.
RIGHT FENGYI?
Go intro me the stupid tiramisu one make till me now everytime eat donut will find got tiramisu one anot.
LOL!
Ok back to wat happened.
Arrived at the pet farm.
Bath, changed and play ping pong.
After that, ms lee and ms wang came.
Went to see the dogs and cats.
So cute.
Like me. LOL
Wah this post will be very long and im very bored to continue.
I'll post the pics next time.
I'll write till here ba.
Bye!


Watashi geraldine-san dai suki des.
AkatsukiSven


Thursday, March 25, 2010

Haha.
Skipped english enrichment again.
I'll just asked around wat happened ba.
My comprehension skills is already very good le :)
Just more of summary part i dun quite understand.
But think i'll do fine ba.

Ok speaking about music.
I dun think justin bieber's That Should Be Me is so nice..
Luke James version is like sound better and more mature i think.
Well justin bieber's Favourite Girl is niceeeeeee :)
Haha.
So is We The Kings's We'll be a dream, Alicia keys's Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart And also Boys Like Girls's Heart Heart Heartbreak.
Haha.
Its like since ages ago i listened to chinese music.
So addicted to english musics.
:X
Changed blog song to Luke James version of That Should Be Me.
Comments pls :)

Till now geraldine still dun wan talk to me lehhh.
Haha.
Take it slowly luh.
She happy can le.
Who bully her = DIE

Ytd Mr chew spoke to me.
Sighh, his right luh.
I got to stop playing already.
Study should be my top priority.
I was so damn motivated ytd so i decided to go find people study tgt.
Found that bao zhu jie, zeeyee, desmond, darryl and richie will be studying at aljunied mac.
So asked if i could tag along.
Went home at 7 liddat.
Bathed, ate and bused to aljunied mac.
On the way to aljunied, ye wen and jun fang board the bus.
They didnt see me at first cause i was like behind sitting then they standing.
So ya, alighted at aljunied there.
Study study study.
I CAN DO PURE CHEM QUESTION AND UNDERSTAND ABIT OF AMATHS!
LOL!
Poor bao zhu jie doesnt understand one question.
Oh ya.
We kept laughing and laughing at jokes we tell each other.
Why did the butter jump out the window ah,bao zhu jie.
LOL!(Inside joke)
U guys can guess wats the answer too!
Laughed like crazy luh.
Ok i studied on math's matrices, vectors,Chem's speed of reaction, metals and some organic chem.
Bused home and reach around 11++
Straight away went to bed.
Ok la thats about it.
Today de story i tmr then update.
NEED SOME HoN NOW!
CRAVINGS!
LOL!


I've Decided. I'll only love u from now on.
AkatsukiSven

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Wednesday, March 24, 2010

In computer lab~
Will update in awhile :)
KEEP THE TAGS COMING YEAH!


Friday, March 19, 2010

YES!
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS IS OPENED!
WOOOOOOOOOO
So gonna go by this year!
:X
Need to study oso ba.
I need to start working hard already.
Been screwing up tests lately.
Time to buck up ba.


Guess im not gonna fall in love again this year.
Put everything i have into studies ba.
Maybe those sec 2 or 3 can give her the love she wans ba.
Me?
Wat can i give lols.
Im a darn irritating guy.
Everyone knows that.
But that's me haha :P
But believe me.
When i say i love u, i really do mean it.
That applies to hate too.
But usually, my hate dun last.
One day or two and the hatred is gone.
Im kindhearted ok!(Omg selfpraise again LOL)
Lols wats the use of saying all these now uh.
No point LOL
Geraldine's not gonna talk to me nemore.
So...
Guess i'll just quietly walk away?
Like i always did uh.


Ok time to do my work.
I've got 4 chapters of physics to do.
DAMN!
Barbecue ltr at Darren's aunt house i think.

I,

G(L)

I really do.


Watashi G-San dai suki des
AkatsukiSven


Thursday, March 18, 2010

Been 6 days since we talked, and its still counting.
U're happy.
But im telling u, im not.
Not one day i didnt think of u.
Does it even matter now?
U got so mny friends already.
Im just one minor one.
U dun even give a shit to me anymore.
So wats my point now.
I dun even know wat i wan anymore.
All those things i done for u.
Guess they dun mean a thing either.
Just hope that u're happy of how things are now.
And i know u do.
It's not that it doesnt matter to me, just that...
Wat choice do i have now?
I can onli choose to wait, and wait.
Till the day u finally look back.
But will that day really come?
Doubt so..
If i need to choose to regret sth about u.
Its not knowing u.
Instead, its for loving u so deeply.

Rotted the whole day over at brother's house.
Studied for like 2-3 hours and gamed.
Watched "Down With Love" for the past few days.
Its great.
Love the plot.
Jerry is cool too.
Im not so much of a Ella fan though but i think she's acting great.
Keep watching then sometimes even skip lunch and dinner.
Gosh, Ye wen's fault la!
Intro mi show.
LOL!
Ok la actually is i ask her for shows to watch one :X
This weekend is soooo booked.
Sat gonna go see Peifang cosplay Utau(Think its spelled like this ba)
Sun gonna go sentosa with aaron and co.
But im not sure about Sun cause if onli i know myself then wat for i go LOL.
Monday sch reopen!
YAY!
Can see sooo many people everyday.
Richie, zeeyee, bao zhu jie, mo li, chiawei they all.
Hehe :X
Gotta love sch man!
I dun get people that hates sch.
Hate sch = no need go?
No right LOL!
THATS WHY IM LOVING SCH!
LOL!


Ok dunno why but i suddenly wanna reflect on last year.
Bad student(Or quite bad ba) throughout.
Mr han is so ke lian.
Got bullied by us like dunno wat.
But his one good teacher i must say.
Although i didnt listen to any of his math lesson except for some when im in good mood.
Rmbing those times that we skipped lesson tgt, Climbed fence tgt.
Was really fun.
I kinda miss nicholas's presence too.
And also of course, my AHBANGS.
Glenn, zheng hui, sean, kai tat and well not much of LEVON though.
LOL
So long never go KCC le.
And like 2 month never see glenn le.
Happy for them luh.
All went poly.
But dun think anyone of them is in NP.
I wanna get in NP!
Tourism and resort management!
Muahahahahaha!
Ye wen if im not wrong she wans Veterinary bioscience ba.
In NP also leh!
Chia wei also wan Veterinary bioscience!
Hehe!
Bao zhu jie think wan dunno wat de, think biomed ba.
She wan be wat forensics de.
Wu liao!
LOL!
I dunno why also but i from last year till now.
Been thinking bout tourism!
LOL!
Stupid IR la.
Affect mi so much.
Hmmmm.
Im thinking of psycology also luh.
Both so hard get in one.
If can, i wanna get in psycology more i think.
Cause tourism is...
SO POPULAR!
I wanna do sth that not much people do one..
High pay, flexible working time, i choose my own clients type of work.
LOL!
But all this, like abit hard horh?
Brother's been thinking of starting business i think.
Next year will be getting my inheritance le.
Hell no will i put it with my aunt.
HELL NO.
Either i invest in my brother's business.
Or i just leave it in the bank to eat interest ba.
Lol like say till like alot liddat uh.
If im not wrong la, the inheritance should be somewhere 30+k.
Got 75% of my mums cpf.
2 brother share onli 25%.
They must hate mum so much now uh.
LOL!
Nah we very loving one ok!
Used to say my mum dun like mi all these kinda thing.
But thinking of which, She love mi the most luh!
1 more year!
All those looking down on me, BEWARE!
Im gonna make all ur spectacles drop i swear.
Make each and everyone of u regret wat u think of me.
HMPH!
Especially YOU(You know who u are)
Damn im beginning to fill up so much hatred for people.
LOL!
I love human ok!
:):):):):):)


Investments are coming my way! Should i play with the stocks? NAH!
AkatsukiSven


Tuesday, March 16, 2010



Photo of the day!
Taken at cambodia.
Love it TTM!
Time pass sooooooooo freaking fast.
Its already march!
WOAH!
Haha.
Not going cambodia again this year i think.
Cause i dun think theres subsidise(W/e its spelled)
Miss so many things there.
Haha.
The kids, the "Carefree" life, the food, the blackouts, watching the PROHIBITED tv, Singing in the bus (Now who the hell does it in singapore LOL)
And of course, THE 7.90 USD EARTHQUAKE FROM SWENSENS!
YES, SWENSENS IN CAMBODIA!
LOL!
If im going there again this year.
ITS FOR SHOPPING.
Gotta let my bargaining skills put into good use ya know.
Haha.
Oh ya, Forgt one more.
BAO ZHU JIE! AND RICHIE!
HAHA!
Richie that ass, Fly mi aeroplane on sat!
U GET IT FROM MI IN SCH!
LOL!
Damn.
More like mi getting it from him and zeeyee.
Everytime bully mi.
LOL!
My new brothers!
LOL!
Not so new la.
4-5 months liddat.
Ok ba gtg le!
Sayonara mina!
Watashi ye wen-san birthday party doki doki des ka~ (Figure it out urself or ask mi for translation)


Dai Jo Bu Akatsuki-san!
AkatsukiSven


Monday, March 15, 2010

First day of holiday.
Started the day with playing HoN over at brother's house.
It was so hard for mi to quit dota.
AND NOW I GOT HOOKED UP WITH HoN! !$#$@$#
OMG!
I have to start to study.
Did physics revision the whole day ytd.
Looking forward to wed and fri chem.
Haven been working for like 2 week already.
After holiday still must pay clarin back money.
Headache luh.
Dunno where to get the money from.
Aunt is definitely a big no.
And brother's cant even fend for themselves.
Gotta start to go and work already.
Before clarin flares up :(
And there's ye wen's birthday to worry for.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Found wat to buy for her le but i scare no stock sia..
Nvm ba pay clarin first more important.
Ye wen birthday still got quite long.
Gotta lie to aunt say i go out then ask for money le.
Damn i feel so bad...
LYING IS WRONG.
But wat choice do i have lols.
Unless i got the strength to work 3 days in a roll.
That's crazy.
Unless i work then reach home bath le straight away sleep then wake up faster go work.
Hmmm see how ba.
Tomorrow there's TUITION!!
OH GOD!
NOOOOOOOOO.
Haha.
Good boy must go tuition :X
OH YA!!!
NO NID WORRY FOR YE WEN BIRTHDAY LE!!!



CAN GIVE THIS TO YE WEN!
HOPE SHE LIKES IT!
I JUST REMEMBER I CAUGHT A DORAEMON LIKE LAST MONTH LOL!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee


Hehe all worries gone!
AkatsukiSven


Sunday, March 14, 2010

Ktv session yesterday was so fun!
Met zhen yang in the morning at 313.
I reached early so went to walk walk.
After zhen yang reached, went centrepoint for mac breakfast.
Ate the deluxe breakfast. Yummy :)
After eating, went back to 313 to design a cake for bao zhu jie!
After that, went bugis ilumma.
Played arcade and meet up with darryl and zheng hui.
Went to topone ktv and started singing.
Started with most of the emo songs.
After that, bao zhu jie and mo li come.
Went down fetch them.
Sing sing till like 7 then cut cake.
After that, went ilumma for pool :)
Bao zhu jie is lousy! LOL
Haha.
After pool, went lan for l4d2.
Damn funny. :)
After lan, went home.
Onlined for awhile then sleeped.
Thats about it ba.
Sayonara!


I have totally get you out of my mind. Get lost.
AkatsukiSven


Friday, March 12, 2010

Never felt so free before.
Even though it just finished like this, im happier then ever!
No use fretting over the past.
Time to look into the future!
I'll make her regret and let her know that one small thing she blow it up is a damn wrong thing.
Nownow, WHOSE THE MAN!
IM THE MAN YEAAAAAAAAAA
Dammit its onli like 1 hour ago i was so down and emo.
NOW?
GOD DAMN HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Now i finally understand the true meaning of CHOICES HAVE CONSEQUENCES
Yea the consequence may be that i wun talk to her every again.
BUT WAT MATTERS IS THAT IM HAPPY RIGHT NOW RIGHT?
THUMBS UP!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Im in the perfect mood for tomorrow's kbox session.
SING TILL OUR LUNGS GIVE UP!
BAO ZHU JIEEEEEEEEE!


SURPRISE TOMORROW FOR U BAO ZHU JIE!
AkatsukiSven



Tomorrow's kbox session and celebrating of bao zhu jie's birthday.
But dunno why i just cant seem to get my mood up.
Geraldine is screwing every part of mi up man.
Everytime i will keep thinking and thinking of her.
Said sorry to her for like hundreds of time already.
But just dunno wat she wans luh.
Sigh.
Hope after march holidays she'll forgive mi ba.
In the meanwhile, i'll try to cheer up too.
Thks for all those supports people.

Today's friday, had boring english for first 2 periods.
Then was chem, tried doing the essay questions.
After chem was PE!!!
Balled with usual peeps.
No mood, couldnt score a thing.
After pe, went down recess.
Saw geraldine(L) on the way but she refuses to speak to mi.
Got even more moody after that.
After recess was 4 period of mt.
Slept all the way due to the moodiness.
After sch, went brother house and here i am blogging :)


No doubt im at fault. But counting on the fact that i loved u, forgive mi will u?
AkatsukiSven


Thursday, March 11, 2010

Such a bad day today...
It just seems like nothing i do can make geraldine satisfied with me.
Firstly, she's not my stead.
Though i asked, she didnt reply.
She didnt said yes and she didnt said no.
Thats the cause of all my dilemma now.
I try my best to satisfy her but wat do i get in return?
Ahh nvm.
Guess i'll just swallow the sorrow into myself again, like i did for always.
I just keep hoping and hoping that one day, she'll acknowledge me as her boyfriend.
Sigh...
Dun wanna mention wat happened today.
Its a true disaster.
One small mistake and its gone.
Thats how sad things can get uh.
I gave in and i gave in.
When is it gonna end?
Nvm ba.
I'll not give in ever again.
If geraldine's not gonna talk to me again.
Then so be it.


You're selfish. You dun even care wats happening to me.
AkatsukiSven


Monday, March 8, 2010

Haha.
This few days busy uh.
So not posting so often.
I wan sunday to come faster!
Going kbox with bao zhu jie and co.
Bet it'll be so much fun :)

Panda ah!
Nobody's left you la.
Dun anyhow think ok?
Even if they really left you, i'll still be here!
I dunno if you dun wan me to become a stranger to you or wat.
But im really glad you told me all that.
Seems like you're finally opening up to me.
I wun let you down too :)


(L) my Panda :)
AkatsukiSven


Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Sch today is normal luh.
Except that i was working extra hard today.
Mr tay says i can pass my o!
But that is if i work hard. :(
I will work hard de!
Hehe.

Someone's being rough as usual.
Today so irritating somemore.
Tsk tsk tsk.
Still say i bully her.
Wat a joke.
I so good. Where will bully people sia :)
Haha.
But dun think she mean any harm also ba.
Thinking back.
My sec one life was so dark haha.
But i manage to get together with my ahbangs :)
Though they are now gone.
I'll always remind myself of the wonderful memories with them.
Eating steamboat together almost every year, play basketball together, play lan together.
We're not so perfect too.
At times we quarrel, but soon it'll be fine :)
Ok ba. Got to sleep le.
Tomorrows camp :(
Sunday is coming!
Kbox with bao zhu jie! (and co :()
And alice in wonderland is coming out!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!


You wan me to change... But all i feel is STRANGE!
AkatsukiSven


Biology,
This is me~,

Name:Jackson (Duh~)
School:Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Class:PB22
Characteristics:Just any average guy u can find on the streets. :)
Status: SINGULARRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Stuffs,
Moooosic

Lovecraps,






Love wish,
Pretty me.
WishList!:
No wishes at the moment
Leading a contented life
I wish I love you.


Beloves,
Off and go.

-Aaron
-Carrine
-Celestine
-Cheryl
-Clara
-Fengyi
-Gennie
-Jiamin
-Joey
-Joyce
-Matthew
-Natally
-Nicola
-Peiying
-Wenqi
-Yeeboon




Loveya(s),
A round of applause

Dont remove, thks :)
Rochelle & thanks,
Brenda , for the basecode.


Reminiscence,
Recall the love past.

April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
October 2008
November 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
June 2011
May 2013


Lovelist,
I love you.

I
Love
YOU;