Scaled the mountains and crossed the seas. Thats you and me.
If.... its love. Will it be you and me?
Sunday, May 31, 2009

Im wrong.
So wrong.
I guess i do miss u clarin.
U was the only one i ever been so serious with.
I tot i really could give u up.
But instead.
I did a grave mistake.
Fortunately it stopped.
I do think of u everyday and night.
When i got drunk that day.
It wasnt eileen's name that came out from my mouth.
It was ur name clarin.
I didnt let u go..
Its my fault.
I dunno wat happened.
U were still asking mi bout the concert band yesterday.
But after that u disappeared..
I learnt alot of things.
Im not the right guy for u maybe.
But i do wish you'll find someone how cherishes u and loves u more then mi.
Im not a noble man.
I love u as much, or maybe even more.
But its not up to mi to decide u understand?
I do hope u'll give it some thoughts.
Im bad.
Im a rotten guy.
Thats wat i always think.
Im not worthy of u.
U're just too bright for mi i guess.


Drifting far away alone~
Akatsuki Sven


Im still waiting for my destiny~


Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Im wondering now wat i sees in u already.
Adrian's right.
Im a fool.
A big fool.
Im damn stupid.
Adrian,
U were damn right.
How do u guess she's liddat de..
Teach mi leh~
Ahhhhhhhhh


Hehe..
De neng that stuuuuuuuupid.
Wan May number but dun dare take..
WAHAHAHA
Well,
I just took May's number for fun anyway.
I just asked her that if there's any primary sch outing,
Ask mi along.
Haha..
Mi and de neng just now at bus stop kept discussing on which primary sch student we saw..
Obviously, De neng didnt spot alot of them!
LOL!
I won!
In order to spite De neng,
I took May's number in front of De neng LOL
He was like " I wanna kill people le la!"
Then i laughing all the way.
Both clarin and eileen was on the same bus...
Damn it luh..


Aiya,
I dunno wat's up with clarin these days.
She's the one that wan us to just be friends,
End up she's angry that we're friends?
Or maybe there's something else i did wrong?
I dunno man..
She doesnt wanna tell mi..
I kept pondering on wat i really did wrong...
Im mixing up my feelings..
This feelings really sucks..
I was like saying hi to her during recess,
Then she was like give mi the I-Dont-Give-A-Damn look luh...
It really turn my mood down can...
I dunno why i still care bout how she react to mi now..
Maybe i didnt really let it go..
We cant be together already thats for sure.
But i just wan us to be friends and forget bout the unhappy things...
Hope we can still be friends..


I tot of being with friends only with u..
But u wanna say till liddat..
U dunno mi yet,
Thats all i can say.
You got ur attitude,
Wat about mi.
Yes i can be very kind and caring,
But i promise u,
U wun wanna see the dark side of mi.
Cause even i myself dun wan to.
Thats all i wanna say..
Friends or Strangers
You decide.


1^d(2006), 4b2(2009) Dai Suki!~
Akatsuki Sven

Ps: Clarin, I JUST WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH U AGAIN, NOTHING MORE ALRIGHT!



Maybe its time to just let go.. Im not suitable for u i guess.. I didnt treat u like a prisoner. If i did, I really didnt mean to. I was worried bout ur leg.. But after deep pondering over ur blog post, It just tells mi that everything i done was all worthless. Nothing i did was being appreciated. I feel like i was just a fool u know that? I know, Im irritating.. but thats how i care about people.. Its hard to change these things in a short while but im trying my best.. I know that nothing i say will make u change ur mind. Its already over. I'll learn to let go.. It'll be painful and hard.. How i loved u was wrong.. I was over-caring and got carried away..

Sorry guys.. thats all.. I dun have the mood to blog.. Tags are still welcomed but i may not update for months as i dun feel like it anymore.


Upset, Hurt, In Pain, Sad, Crying~
Akatsuki Sven


Wat i need is u,
Precious..
Gimme one last chance will you?


Monday, May 25, 2009

So i need to be blamed for andy's making fun? Is that even fair? Why am i the one who get ignored instead of andy.. I dunno man.. She knows i like her.. Think thats why she's avoiding mi bah.. She so fierce le still say scare of mi... I super more scare of her can. She shout at andy today so fxcking fierce luh~ Even i stunned sia.. She looked so gentle and like those quiet type... Looks are deceiving uh~ She can even throw thing at andy sia.. so zai.. LOL! Andy's fault la.. Keep calling people baika baika.. Of cause people angry la.. If mi, The whole table fly to his face oso possible luh.. Shawn that idiot oso.. Keep provoking andy to disturb.. I felt Super fucked up can...
Now she's ignoring mi.. Just because of andy's stupid actions.. FUCK U ANDY..


While walking down the stairs, i saw 3 damaian outside.. I know they coming for eileen friend and i know eileen like involved too.. I went out tgt with xin tong they all.. I still dunno wat happen till now... The 3 damaians were looking for the girl whom i said the blog even more happening then Zouk one.. I tot they wan sparring lols.. I ask xin tong if sparring or wat she keep say dunno de.. zzz If they mess with eileen, u see wat i do.. I dun care girl or boy or how many people they got. Just come only.. I'll risk my life for it.. They settle very funny one sia.. Can laugh and smile one. Sibei cartoon lor..


Sunday, May 24, 2009

I saw something scary just now.... Was blog hopping~ Reach one girl named yi ting's blog. Her tagboard so happening can.. Even more happening then going Zouk LOL. Just because dunno who, They whole class scold scold scold LOL. So fucking united la. I so hoping our class can become liddat too lols.. SOMEONE(u-know-who de la) Scold so much vulgar sia.. even more fluent then mi luh~ LOL


I was just being paranoid. Her phone was confiscated la... thats why no reply la... Luckily xin tong tell mi early.. I tot her leg worsen or wat then bu fang bian reply..


Went to my late mother's tablet at yishun.. I sat beside it and said alot of things.. i just need a listener.. I missed my mum alot... She's was very caring towards mi.. Although she's naggy, She's not demanding, not strict, doesnt beat mi or scold(only sometimes). I loved her alot... I missed all those times i were with her.. Im really a unfilial kid.. I didnt cherish her when she was still around.. Now shes gone.. No matter how hard i cry, She's gone and its a fact.. I "told" her about yi ling too.. Because that time i was there i still thought sth bad happened to her, I pray hard to my mum to bless her and let her have a speedy recovery.. I "told" her that i think i like her abit already and i hope nothing happens to her.. As i was alone there.. I talk about alot of things... About her... About studies.. About family affairs... Lastly, I prayed for yi ling's recovery, Zheng hui and glenn's o level get good results.. my n level get good results.. both my brother be healthy and safe.. Mummy... I MISS YOU ALOT I SWEAR!


To that passerby: I dun wish to say anything that hurt u personally. But if u continues, I'll do that.. but onli as a last resort.. I hope u keep ur comments to urself.. They are kind comments i know, but i dun nid someone to be my spoilsports. I appreciate ur kindness. I wanna know who u are. If u kindly let mi know, Maybe i'll heed ur advices..


Gtg~
Akatsuki Sven


Saturday, May 23, 2009

Why are u avoiding mi man... =.= i got so scary meh.. hais... no mood to post. will edit this post when my mood is up again. but i dunno when will it go up de hor...

[Edit, 24/05/09]
Grave mistake. Its a damn grave mistake. Everythings seems too late now i guess... Yi ling totally ignored mi already and i doesnt know wats wrong.... Maybe she needs some time ba.. Shes onli sec one so maybe there are lots of things she still doesnt realli knows. I dun blame her. Its my fault anyway. I seriously got to change the fucking bad habit of spammming msges.


I dun know wat to do already.. Good thing Ho Zheng Hui and Glenn Suhardi were with mi chatting away yesterday... I would have broken down if werent for them... Thanks Brothers, Appreciated it. Wherever i was low, They're always there for mi, That's wat brothers are for anyway. They dun really have to depend on mi.. But i know i do need them...


This years going to have N level and O level... Hope zheng hui and glenn get good results... I will definitely miss u guys when u're both gone... But im sure we'll still stick together for life yea? We dun have to be in the same poly, just gathering once in a while u know? Messing around and having fun? I really miss all the times we have together.. Be it laughter or sadness, Sweet or Sour, As long as we brothers stick together then its cool right? If life were to miss u both out, its gotta be real BORED i guess.. lols..


Guess i really have to let it go?


Missing my 'brothers' and Yi ling~
Akatsuki Sven

[Edit Finish]

Guilty and Feeling Sorry~
Akatsuki Sven



Why am i such a failure... Maybe even yi ling think so ba. Im such a coward... Doing things for her in the dark like that... I should have approached her just now and offered to send her home and carry her bag for her... Instead, all i did was help her look out for the bus 100.. Somemore i did it without her knowing im there... Im a goner at this rate man.. She's afraid of mi? Im more afraid of her can... I should have really sent her home... Maybe she'll reject my offer but the least i can do is even asked! I wonder wat happened to her legs... Must really hurt uh.. Hope its just temporary..


Woke up early in the morning.. Did house chores and bused down to sch.. Studied alone at blk 341 void deck. Very peaceful study lols. No disturbance at all.. Well, i admit.. I had a bad dream ytd.. I dreamt that yi ling was sitting on a wheelchair.. then the rest i dunno le cause i suddenly woke up.. The more i thought about it the more i wasnt feeling good bout it. I told myself its not gonna happen cause its just a dream... But still, to confirm, i took a bath, had a change of clothes, bused down to sch.. I reached at 930++ Waited till 11 liddat.. Saw someone with a limping leg.. i tot it wasnt yi ling.. cause the bag was white.. and yi ling's sch bag should be black... Then i went to the bus stop at the side gate to take bus.. Yi ling boarded too but she board on the next stop. I din dare to look at her cause dun wan her to get the wrong idea i was waiting for her WHICH i was.. When she alight at gay world hotel there to change bus 100.. I couldnt believe my eyes.. i tot i have hallucination or wat.. I rub my eyes and see again.. omg the girl that was limping was indeed her.. As the bus had already moved.. i got no choice but alight at the next stop. Walked all the way backtrack to the bus stop yi ling had alighted at. She was walking up and down to see if the bus had come or not.. Seeing her limping like that realli make mi cant take it anymore.. I crossed the road to the opposite site and offered to help her lookout for the bus so that she can have a rest on the seats at the bus stop.. I was a coward.. i didnt let her know where i am.. Glad that she didnt see mi too i think.. i was like standing in the road and many cab thought i wan to take cab =.= Soon the bus 100 came and Yi ling boarded it.. Msged her and i went to kallang mrt there to take 853 to geylang bahru to meet Shuai Xiong to go market eat mutton soup LOL.


I dunno why she's like afraid of mi oso... Guys, tell her how kind i am :)



Get well soon, Yi Ling~
Akatsuki Sven.


Friday, May 22, 2009

I've been feeling weird lately.. Dun know wats up with mi this few weeks..


Her
Hmm, ur friends siding mi? Well, its not kinda good actually... I dun wan u to like mi just because ur friends influence and i know u wun do that. But why the feeling afraid of mi.... Im not gonna eat u up or anything.. At the least i know i wun. It upsets mi to see that u're afraid of mi, the kindest gentleman, well verse in being thoughtful and caring though sometimes irritating :( I do care for ur studies, I know u can do it. 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration. If u work hard, u'll succeed. I hope u wun be afraid of mi anymore. I really do mean no harm.. Or issit just because im upper sec... Well, i do wanna thank ur friend who sided mi cause im a human too and im also selfish in some ways. I do hope u'll come to like mi too :)


Bored
Yea im darn bored now so if someone wans to go out please, TAKE MI ALONG! Argh im going crazy.


Yesterday night
Went out with Wei neng, Wei kang, Jasmine, Tianshi, and my brother ( their all my brother's friends but their close to mi too :) ) It was wei neng birthday on wednesday i think. As everyone's not free on that day. We set today for the celebration dinner. Ate at Five Star hainanese chicken rice restaurant. All turned mad, Kept ordering like hungry ghosts =.= I cant even finish my rice.. Well.. i had to admit it. Something spoiled my mood. Since u said u wanna sleep, i had been feeling strange, weird, uncomfortable, paranoid bout sth... I was looking at my phone all the time hoping and wishing u'll msg mi lols. My brother saw le ask mi why dinner keep looking at phone then confiscated it... Returned mi as soon as i finished my rice..


Wondering Where The Stars Went~
Akatsuki Sven


I think i fell in love with u~



Maybe ur right, im unable to love u forever. I dunno already. I was just trying to make friends.
Guess i got too carried away and like her already... I read her blog just now as i was real damn bored. She's still asleep so didnt reply to my msges haha. Call mi fickle minded if u wan. But love is something really unpredictable. When i saw her my heart beats extra and i feels nervous. I din dare to look at her in the eyes. Call mi coward if u wan. She's sporty, just the type i wanted so i can have someone to play basketball, swim, and play lotsa of other sports with. I dunno if the feelings mutual. She seems not interested in another relationship. I'll just take it slowly ba. One step at a time.


Notice i changed my blog's writing style. Haha. Looks kinda familiar to u? I wanna look for a new blog skin!!!! I'll change this blogskin into my backup. If i got the time, i wanna make my personal blogskin already. Tired of using others cause they always dun make the blogskin i wan... argh. Im falling back on animes ( damn it man ). So many series to watch. K-ON, Hayate no gotoku 2, Lucky star and i wanna watch shakugan no shana again man!


Im short of time! I need to buck up on my studies which i decided. Everyday i'll study for 1 full hour! It's short i know but at least its better than i never study. 28 is chiawei birthday. I wanna give him a surprise. I know he like Elmo but i feel that u know... his a big boy now, i rather give him clothes, shoes, or maybe a bag as birthday present. Yeah those may be more expensive but its the thought that counts so i dun really bother how much it'll cost mi yea? Im realli lost on wat to buy for his birthday. Hope someone give mi some suggestions.


Added some comics and anime figurines to my collections. Now my Anime shelf is full... Got myself one lucky star usb drive, 1 saber figure from Fate Stay Night series and many others more. Some comics i added are Hayate no gotoku, Fate Stay Night, Shakugan no shana, Celestial zone 21, XBlade, Black cat, Fairytale, Skip beat( my fav), Black God and lastly, Rosario Vampire.


Next thing i wanna add is my fishes in my aquarium! I wanna get some more crayfishes! But i already got 3. Keep fighting among each other... Gotta get another aquarium to seperate them...
From 4 psp, Now left like 2.... One spoiled and one cannt upgrade.... darn! I wanna go out tmr!!!


So thats all haha. Dun miss mi people cause i know u guys always do! :) Love u guys loads man. Especially Glenn suhardi, Jamuel tay and lastly, HO ZHENG HUI! Haha.


Mina! Sayonara! 1^d(2006) Dai suki!
Akatsuki Sven


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Thursday, May 21, 2009

It's been a fun day~
Went yi ling's class with andy..
Stupid andy keep wan mi go disturb..
Say wat yi ling ask mi go in class...
Then i go in he go close the door tight dun let mi out... ma de..
Saw yi ling's smile.
Haha.
Dunno she smile at who also.
Andy weakling.
Wahahahaha!
He tot i stupid...
I walked out through another door LOL!
Then after sch xin tong say wat yi ling like avoiding mi liddat...
ZzZ avoid mi for wat i oso dunno lols.
Took 63 with xin tong and yi ling.
Alighted at Aljunied mrt and crossed to the opposite site to take 63 home again..
Lame right mi.
=.=




I wanna forget u already, hope ur happy with that.
Akatsuki Sven


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Im happy alrights.
I can now totally wait for u already.
Im giving myself a chance.
I find myself and u drifting away already.
I no longer have the urge of looking at u.

Got to know new friends through vince sis haha.
Eileen Foo Yi Ling is my new friend haha.
Not eileen jong hor!
Lol!
Ok la, shes quite cute too.
Skipped English lesson today =.=
Took Yi ling's phone no today haha
Msged till sch end then stupid miss wong come bring mi down to general office stay back with delip.
Matthew go run away...
Well, if isnt for him running away i wouldnt have been let off early wahahahaha.
Smart right?
I kinda knew he will run away so i knew i wun be held too much of a time too haha.



Bring a brand new start~
Akatsuki Sven.

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Monday, May 18, 2009

Well,
After ytd's talking with joey,
I really thought through le.
Its pointless,
Not that liking u is pointless,
Being so compassionate, is wats pointless.
I should just put in the effort to study ba...
Wats the use of doing so much when u doesnt like mi uh.
I dunno wat i was doing in the past already.
I dun wanna forget u.
But it seems like i must.
If we're meant to be tgt, we'll come tgt somehow.
If we're not, so be it then.
It's not that i dun like u that much already or my feelings towards u have gone.
Just that,
Leave it to fate ba.
God will decide.

Love is patient, Love is kind, Love does not envy, Love does not boast,
Love is not proud, Love is not rude, Love is not self-seeking, Love is not easily angered,
Love keeps no record of wrongs, Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth,
Love protects, Love trust, Love hopes, Love perserveres, Love never fails.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8



Keeping Past In Mind While Walking Towards Future~
Akatsuki Sven


I still loves u as much clarin, believe it or not.
Im leaving it to god.


Sunday, May 17, 2009

I know u wun forgive mi for wat i've done..
I too is unable to forgive myself..
Its all my fault that this happens..
I got no one to blame except myself..
I know i aint good in ur eyes.
And maybe i never will be.
I really thought it through this time.
Stead or no Stead.
Im contented to be ur friend already..
Wat i did was wrong...
I love u, but in a wrong way.
I'll not force u..
U happy, i'll be happy for u too.
I hope we'll still talk, as normal friends.



With a secret hiding somewhere~
Akatsuki Sven.




Im still in love with u clarin.
But lets start off with being friends..
Lets take things slowly..
But first, give my heart time to heal...
U shattered it into pieces..
I love u clarin..
More than ian
And anyone else
Im serious.



Yea its over already.
Ian's sad, but wat about mi?
U think im not sadded?
I've lost.
Went to ians blog just now.
Saw how clarin was comforting him on tagboard.
Ahh nth matters now..
I dunno wat she wans too..
Maybe its was my wishful thinking all along ba...
Nobody ever gives mi a chance and never will.
If u wanna patch with him, i wun stop u.
Im really tired of all this...
I tot u were the key to everything else i need..
But it just seems so wrong...
I made myself deeper and deeper sadded inside mi cause of u.
I dun wanna give u up, but how?
Show mi i got a chance,
I just wanna say,
Im not giving up
Brothers like glenn,
I need ur support now the most,
Cheer mi up k bro?






Hurt Times And Again~
Akatsuki Sven



Hais...
I know i cant let it go..
But i dun know man.
Maybe its time ba..
U lied to mi..
Well its just a movie..
If u dun wanna watch it, then tell mi?
Or if u wanna watch it, but not with mi, u can tell mi too.
I'll get lost from ur sight.
U still can go with shawn they all wat.
I'll still pay for u.
I realli dunno wat to do now..
Sadded~
Dun do this to mi please clarin.
I really dun wan it to be over.
Hais~~




Heartbroken~
Akatsuki Sven


Friday, May 15, 2009

Till now,
I dun wanna accept the fact that its over..
Im glad that when i ask u whether its over,
U said u dun know and u aint sure..
Maybe u need more time to think it over ba..
Whole day never 'Msg' clarin le...
I keep feeling that somethings missing...
Being not able to see u / talk to u feels really weird indeed..
Maybe im being a scum/rascal/scoundrel to u by bothering u now and then ba...
I just hope to hear ur voice or see u thats all..
Im waiting...
When u feel that its enough torture for mi, let mi know ba.
As u say,
Let nature take its course ba..
God will decide..
If in the end we cant be together..
Leave it then..




In pain and Tortured,
Akatsuki Sven


I miss u clarin....
U dun miss mi ba i think..
Cause im nobody to u..
Im praying everyday hoping for u to accept mi..


Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Why?
I dunno who but why do u like someone so fast but u doesnt like mi at all...
Guess im not good at this..
Relationship isnt meant for people like mi i guess.
I tried everything.
Nothing works out.
Why cant u just understand mi abit more...
Im sure u'll come to like mi...
But u just wun give mi a chance to show u how much i actually love u..
I'll give up the whole forest for u.
I'll give up all the riches i have for u.
U're important to mi clarin.
Really important.
U just dun realise it.
Or maybe ur just pretending not to know?
I dunno man..
I need u clarin.
I need u more than anyone else....




I need u clarin~
Akatsuki Sven



Hmm anyone suggest to mi wat can i do to keep my mind busy for 2 months?
Im not allowed to msg clarin for 2 months cause of her bills...
Sadded luh~
I wanna see her soon!!
Haha... maybe some of u out there are right..
I should widen my vision.
Yes, be tiongxim.
Stick to one who u think is right.
BUT.
Maybe someone out there may be better.
Clarin, im not giving up on u.
I just think that maybe i should give u more space.
I too need some time to think i guess.
I like u but u dun like mi.
So wats the point?
Dun blame mi.
Im a nobody to u.
I treat u like treasure but how do u treat mi?
Im upset.
But wat can i do?
Its not over.
I still likes u alot.
Maybe lesser then yesterday.
But i still likes u..




Love clarin~
Akatsuki Sven


Monday, May 11, 2009

Well...
I keep getting this awful feeling that somethings gonna happen to mi...
I hope its nth got to do with u.
Im not wasting my time like u and some people are telling mi.
I cant be ur romeo, im just a piero.
I aint rich, Im just a pauper kid.
I aint suave, im just an ugly shit.
But my feelings for u are definitely true.
I dunno bout how u feel of mi but i dun think theres anything good bah..
I just wan u to be happy everyday.
This minute, i think u're angry with mi for some reasons.
Hais...
Maybe im just being irritating to u or maybe u think im harassing u or sth ba..
I too think that this few days i had been quite an irritating fellow to u.
I'll go reflect on myself now but i hope u just dun let mi go...
No matter wat happens in the future, I wun let u go...
I said u, clarin will be the last girl i go for and i mean my words.
If u doubt it, Try mi.
U're really torturing mi everyday u know that?
Im really afraid u'll go to another guy or sth..
Im going crazy at this rate.
I know its abit fast for u to be sure im a good guy or not for u.
Thats why im trying hard to project my good side to u.
I changing all my bad habits away.
Well theres things i dun need to change though.
I dun smoke so i dun have to change that.
Yeah i drink, but thats only when im really down like now.
I just finished my glass of chivas 18.
I dun wanna pressure u.
But for u to like mi naturally its like the possibilities are nearing 0
I've to work extra hard then those people like nicholas who are suave...
I guess im not good at all in this....
I'll go sleep now..



Waiting for his love,
Akatsuki Sven~




Clarin, i guess i really needs u.
I'll give u my all.
Ian's being stupid for not treasuring u.
But i hope u'll just give mi one chance to show that i really love u.
Im waiting for u......


Sunday, May 10, 2009

I dunno if u think this way.
Maybe this few day i've been too hard on u...
I guess i'll just do things slowly.
I really dunno wat should i do man.
Anything u wanna do/say or whoever u like,
I wan u to just go for it.
I've thought it through

"The person u loved dun always to be the person beside u,
The person u loved is the person u would do almost anything to get just a smile for.
The person u loved is also the person that u would go against ALL odds just to protect him/her."
This short paragraph is strictly prohibited for use in anycase because its copyrighted by mi!

Exams are coming,
I know u're definitely stressed out.
I dun expect an answer soon enough but watever ur decisions are,
I'll stand by ur decision and supports it.


Down and lonesome
Akatsuki Sven~


Friday, May 8, 2009

Cool...
I was emo the whole day in sch....
I just wanna be a loner..
Guys im sorry for the fucking attitude..
I just wish to be alone..
Cause i was alone all along..
Nobody even show concern for mi today,
Well that shows everything doesnt it.
Cheryl
Thanks for the concern during the break time.
Im sorry for the attitude i gave to u.
You're the onli one that came up to mi and comforted mi..
Thanks alot.
The old mi is already dead...
I'll just be alone from now on.....


Lone Ranger
Akatsuki Sven

To:Clarin
I'll wait for u no matter wat..
I had already lost faith in relationship
U'll be the last one i ever go for.
Still the same old phrase.
I love you....


Thursday, May 7, 2009

I cant take it already.
Its been four years since i came to this sch.
No one really liked mi.
Even my friends i think.
I just realised that theres noone i realli can talk to when im feeling down...
I have no friends that are good to mi from the bottom of their hearts.
I always tot i've got lotsa friends in sch..
But in fact im just a loser.
Im feeling real down right now.
Im not really as strong as u all thinks.
U already got a boyfriend so theres nothing and its really nothing that i can do.
I may appear alright to u.
I had lost faith in relationship.
Im not gonna like anyone else again.
Because as of today
Jackson sin chye teck is dead.


Signing off while sheding tears~
Akatsuki Sven.



Im nervous man....
Not because of MYE(too bad :P),
Im nervous because im afraid u wun accept mi...
I dun have a way with girls and i dunno how to make them happy...
Its all because im not a good-looking guy...
But are looks really that important to relationship?
I dun think so luh..
I think mutual feelings,trust and honesty towards each other is really wats important.
Well, I really hope u'll accept mi one day.




Well, English and Mt passed so fast.
Im sure i did well for Mt but i dunno if i do for english..
I did my best for english.
Tmr's maths paper 1 and SS(Wish mi goodluck Guys!)
I Hereby wish all my Buddies,Friends,Classmates goodluck for their papers tmr k?


Kempatei!
Akatsuki Sven



<3clarin....


Biology,
This is me~,

Name:Jackson (Duh~)
School:Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Class:PB22
Characteristics:Just any average guy u can find on the streets. :)
Status: SINGULARRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Stuffs,
Moooosic

Lovecraps,






Love wish,
Pretty me.
WishList!:
No wishes at the moment
Leading a contented life
I wish I love you.


Beloves,
Off and go.

-Aaron
-Carrine
-Celestine
-Cheryl
-Clara
-Fengyi
-Gennie
-Jiamin
-Joey
-Joyce
-Matthew
-Natally
-Nicola
-Peiying
-Wenqi
-Yeeboon




Loveya(s),
A round of applause

Dont remove, thks :)
Rochelle & thanks,
Brenda , for the basecode.


Reminiscence,
Recall the love past.

April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
October 2008
November 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
June 2011
May 2013


Lovelist,
I love you.

I
Love
YOU;