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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Zheng hui said 1 thing that i really take it seriously. He said i loved her too much. Cause my phone wallpaper still written her name on it then he asked mi why never change. I dunno why too so i just said i was lazy. He said thats proof that i really loved her alot but im not quite sure untill a few days ago. I realised i was thinking of her almost every now and then for no reason and i always take a peek at her during recess ytd and today. I even went up to the noodle stall to get a bowl of noodle when i wasnt even hungry. Wats happening to mi sia... She rejected mi already.. And she was mad at mi for stalking her which i din. I need serious advice people. Got back psp from sinchiawei. Now at least not so bored on bus le. Birthday on 10 july! I think i taking 200++ then treat some people to ichiban boshi at esplanade. I wanna buy myself a new phone, formal button shirt, vest, Skinnys, shoe and pants. Thats bout all le ba Do i really love her so much? Akatsuki Sven C or E?? I wan C
Monday, June 29, 2009
Its not anyones fault. I like u willingly. I understand how u feel already. Though u're angry with mi now. Probably u wun even speak to mi again. U said i dun understand u. U're just scared of being hurt again. I understand that. But u dun understand mi. I kept saying to myself to forget u. But am i realli able to do that? Im doubting myself too. But why wun u give mi a chance to proof to u i will never hurt u. Well, U dun like mi i know that. We should just be friends. Senior and junior. SCH REOPENED! THANK GOD! I get to see all my friends in sch! Today was slacky lols. Took 63 to sch in the morning. Saw clarin on bus 0.0 After sch, Went KEMBANGAN CC WITH MY DEAREST BUNCH OF FRIEND! They are Zheng hui, Glenn!, Kai tat, Sean AND Levon! Nigel, Natally, Gu juan, Matthew, Derrick, Yan ting, Pei yi was there too but they're just my normal friends. Basketballed till 6. Bused 67 with Zheng hui till Grandlink there and walked home from there. Talked bout things on the way. Bathed and here i am blogging! Ok gtg now. Ohh how i love my dearest bunch of friends! Akatsuki Sven
Sunday, June 28, 2009
I dun know if i done anything wrong. But i dun think i did something wrong in the first place. Maybe glenn they all were right. U ain the one for mi. I didnt wan this to happen. But the circumstances is making mi do this. I'll slowly let go~ Went T1 today with chiawei and fengyi :) Chiawei was late by 2 whole hours! Went around shopping with Fengyi. The Honey chicken steak that she say was nice was really good indeed. Bought sushi at cold storage (big mistake..). Fengyi bought stupid dunno wat dinosaur sweet (~.~). Sat down at the staircase near the entrance to savour my honey chicken steak. Talked bout things~ She crap alot LOL. Went to a japanese sweet shop. Craving for the pudding marshmallows but dun wanna buy in the end. Chiawei came and we went to T1 again. He bought dunno wat at the addidas shop. Went Timezone at T1. Guitar hero was way harder then rockband. Had fun tgt with them today haha. MRT to kallang to send Fengyi home. Crapped on the mrt too =.= Sent her to her block then walked alone to Bus stop. Saw zhen yang, Raymond sim, Christopher (not christopher lee). Bus-ed 63 to home. Stupid brother was awake using com but went out le so here i am posting :D Damn fun today! Thanks Chiawei! Dun wanna thank u leh fengyi HAHAHA! Upcoming Events: MY BIRTHDAY! 10/07! GET MI A PRESENT OR DUN SAY IM UR FREN! Trying to reduce my hurt to as low as possible Akatsuki Sven
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Was easily angered ytd. I dunno why too. Didnt wanna vent it on anyone. So i kept it to myself. It felt like worse but i really didnt wanna vent it on anyone as i too dun wan others to vent their anger on mi. At last, My brother did it. I was damn angry with him that i finally cant take it anymore. I scolded him back with all kinds of words i can think of and carried my bag and off to my auntie's house. Walked all the way from circuit rd to bedok (hell yea it sucks). Damn hungry and thirsty so i gobbled down 1 bowl of noodle and drank 4 cups of plain water and ate 2 durian. Called sarah and talked for awhile. I felt the anger coming to mi again so i quickly hang up the phone. Went to bed as i dun wanna think so much. Woke up once again by my auntie's dog. It kept licking at my face to wake mi up... ( damn u dog ). Washed my face and took a bath. Bused back home and here i am blogging. I HATE MY ELDER BROTHER AS HE SUCKS BIG TIME. Akatsuki Sven I just cant get my mood to the climax again. I wanna smile, but i can onli force myself to smile. I kept going to the same blog page to see if u updated or not. I kept looking for u in msn to see if u're online. I kept writing ur name on a piece of paper. I kept mumbling ur name to myself. Come back soon alright~ Dragonica-ed early in the morning. Dota as soon as zheng hui went online. Stopped after 1 game then i play my Nintendo Ds. Got bored with it real soon and back to dragonica. I dunno wats happening to mi as i get real bored with things real soon. Guess my patience are all used up waiting for u ba.. Didnt wanna talk to sarah this few days. Dun have the mood to do so ba i guess. Getting angry real easy so i dun wanna vent it on anybody. I just wanna stay home all day long and wait for her return~ Awaiting ur return and turning to stone~ Akatsuki Sven
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Been feeling empty this few days already.. Thx to everyone of u being so concerned bout mi.. I doubt im alright but its just some matters.. I guess i just miss u thats all. I know u'll not be mine and will never be. But i wan u to know. I wan u to be happy. Maybe i should just continue to be a senior to u. But u know i doesnt wan that. 18/06/09 Went out with alot of ppl on thursday. Zhen yang, Glenn, Haikal, Jamuel, Fatheen, Sharmaine, HO ZHENG HUI( purposely put u last :D). Went Marina square for Arcade and Movie! Stupid glenn cheater play Tekken keep use same move de. Spend like 10 at arcade(which i come to regret ltr) Played Rambo with zh and glenn. I swear i can go damn far with them lols. Played house of the dead 4 alone. I go till stage 2 with 1 try LOL. Thanks to my pro reloading tactics :D The guitar freak there suck can.. The songs is so diao~ I tot will be hard.. End up like so boring. Movie was damn hilarious LOL! Watched Land of the lost~ It was damn ecchi la. So mny pervertic scenes sia. After movie, called sarah and talk. MRT with glenn, Zheng hui, Fatheen, Jamuel and Haikal. Waited with glenn for his bus 158. After that wanted to go to take 67 but saw Jamuel, Haikal and Fatheen on the way so follow them instead. After accompanying them to Fatheen house to get the Spongebob Squarepants Monopoly, mi, Haikal, Jamuel walked from aljunied all the way to eunos.. Talked much on the way about movies.. Bused 28 home tgt with haikal. 19/06/09 Woke up at like 10+ Went kai tat house to lend 20 bucks from him as my auntie didnt wan to give mi the allowance... Bused down to Bugis to find Sarah and her friend.. She passed mi the present. Went Arcade.. Saw Zhenyang they all there.. Followed Sarah to iluma to watch drag mi to hell. Damn boring cause i slept through =.= Followed Sarah everywhere cause i have nowhere to go and was damn bored~ Bused 197 at 7+ and reached home like 8-9pm.. Talked to them till i wan vomit blood come out. Thats about all~ Im waiting for ur return~ Akatsuki Sven Cmon yiling.. U know i will 100% help u de ma.. No matter wat i will still help de.. Even if im feelin upset, i really dun mind.. Understand mi alright. Its not easy for mi.. U know how i feel bout u but u ask mi to pass a present to ur ex? Everyones laughing at mi behind my back, i know that. But i still helps u. I dun care wat other ppl think about mi. I just care wat u think about mi and thats wat it all matters. Down and out Akatsuki Sven
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
So when u need my help, u talk to mi.. When im useless to u already, u stop talking to mi? Wat u treat mi for? A tool? Yes i can help u, thats for sure. But do i owe u all this? Ur not in a good mood i can understand, So does that means i have to be sacrifaced? Have u ever consider how i feel? Nvm.. All this doesnt matter to u already does it? I'll finish helping u and i hope we just remain a distance alright. I didnt wan all this.. Ya im si xin yan, i know that. But dun u feel that this is something even apologizing is too little? Yes u apologized, and i accept ur apology. But cant u feel that im a little upset? I can forgive u, But its just giving Sarah face that i forgive u. I know.. Forgiving u or not doesnt even bother u right? Ytd was bored in the afternoon.. Talk to Stupid Si Xin Yan Sarah whole day till i wan go crazy. At night she like more crazy.. Called her at 1am++ Talked till 3am++ wah kao. Damn tired la. Stupid Hou Zhu Ren! LOL! Being used like a tool and kicked away Akatsuki Sven
Monday, June 15, 2009
Been 3 days.. Damn bored... Could it have been i screwed things up again? She like bu li wo le sia.. I just wanna remain as friends... Its good enough for mi.. Cause You-Know-Who shattered my heart and i dun think i can get into a relationship again already.. I too wanna regain my confidence.. But how hard i try i just seems to screw up things again and again.. Damn man.. I wanna go out! Someone ask mi out! Dying to go out and lack of concern Akatsuki Sven Damn tired today.. Woke up at 12pm. If it hadnt been for the phone call by zheng hui, i would have still be sleeping lols. When im sleeping, i onli wake up to answer some of the calls. I will onli answer Glenn, Zheng hui and whoever i think is special to mi. Bathed and went to zheng hui house. After awhile we go to the bus stop to wait for glenn. Bus 67 to kembangan mrt and proceed to kembangan cc. Basketballed from 3 to like 8+ Damn super tired. I score quite alot and made myself useful k. I love playing ball with glenn and zheng hui. Cause playing ball with them its like very funny and im not so pressure. I've been able to keep my moods high these few days. Its all thanks to u. Forgetting bout u realli makes mi happier. The talk with feng yi was encouraging. I always tot im the one pei bu shang u. But she make mi feel that u are the one thats pei bu shang mi. Thanks alot feng yi. I wanna watch drag mi to hell! Hope Yi ling gets well soon so that someones able to LAME with mi :D Tired but filled with happiness Akatsuki Sven
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Okok.. i need to calm down.. Everyones so high on saturday. Met Brother zheng hui at his house at like 3pm+ Slack around till Big brother kai tat came around 5+ We Cabbed down to Kallang leisure park to meet glenn.. Dammit i should have definitely wore sth casual.. I wore my white skinny and white polo tee.. I was afraid they'll see yi ling there and my worse nightmare came true.. Zheng hui that idiot go stupid spread around say wat i like yi ling, which im not.. Damn u zheng hui LOL! He then notice yi ling sitting at the corner when we're at the food court. I should have never suggest slacking in the food court as im darn hungry.. Met Hui zhen and Pei yi after that.. Well, i tot it'll be bored with them around but everythings feels fine.. We played 5 people DAYTONA RACE and im 4th argh damn zh.. banging mi on the last lap.. I could have got 1st man.. Then we went for movies Yeepi! HANNAH MONTANA IS SO FREAKING DAMN NICE ARGH! BUT I LIKE IT JUST BECAUSE TAYLOR SWIFT IS IN IT LOLS! But overall its ok.. I kinda like watching drag mi to hell better. :D After movies, we went for BASKETBALL. Won the first set against glenn and kai tat with 7-1. They got hot and won the second set with the score 7-5. Sorry zheng hui.. Glenn and kai tat won that third set with pure luck dammit. The score was 7-6 ARGH. After that its Mi and yi ling(miss lame) vs Kai tat and Sarah(i dunno this girl well, just know her name so...) I was playing so nubly.. Yi ling was darn pro even if its boy size basketball Good work miss lame :D After that, we got drinks and went home.. Reached my auntie home just in time for wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai. Watch Ah Ya and butterfly sister dance jolin's REAL MAN song. It was darn funny LOL. Stupid Doggy lick my face till i woke up this morning.. MY AUNTIE DOG'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE! Thats about all now.. Should i love again.... Or should i not.. Akatsuki Sven
Friday, June 12, 2009
I wanna go out tomorrow. If someone u guys wanna go, feel free to call mi ok? Anyone can go:D If no one calls mi by tmr 12, I going out alone k. Even if i have to watch movie alone, i will! I know its damn no life to watch movie alone, But im sure it beats staying at home doing shits. I've been at home for the past 4 days and i aint staying at home anymore! Tmr sat! I wanna watch Ghost of girlfriends past! Miss lame watched it ytd and post on her blog say nice.. Hmm.. Or maybe i'll watch hannah monatana first then sunday watch GOGP. Time to get $$ from my auntie le Toodles~ I WANNA WATCH MOVIE WITH SOMEONE! Akatsuki Sven
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Woke up at 8 plus 9 liddat. Msg yi ling awhile wishing her luck for today friendly match. Dota all the way till now.. Dunno wats happening to mi.. Losing most of the dota match i play in today.. Must maintain my standard ahhhhh Im a happy man now.. Not because something happen, Its because im not thinking of u :D Maybe u aint the person im looking for. I wan a straight-forward, sweet, considerate, fairly fierce person and she's gotta be humorous :D I dun have anyone in mind at the moment though. I wanna go out! Argh.. Hope can try go out with people i dun go out with and see if its fun:D I wanna watch a movie! Anyone wanna go? Darn bored at home... Been laming with princess lame this few day already.. I not tired with her lames i think she also tired with my lames lor.. :'( I wanna learn to be lamer than ever! Akatsuki Sven
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Damn sia... Yi ling u totally freaked mi out today.. Stop scaring mi like that =.= I tot u gone mad or wat LOL! Stupid princess lame (promoted from miss lame) Tmr nid go sch sia.. I must finish my art project! Tmr yi ling having friendly basketbal match. Same for chiawei. Good luck guys :D I wanna go watch :D Stupid chiawei go put my sec 1 pics on his blog. =.= dammit! Shall end here ba :D Sleepy and being LAME Akatsuki Sven My decision was right, So damn right. I reject u or u reject mi, Does it still matter? U rejected mi, so? Does it shows victory for u? It gives u great satisfaction? I see... I dun even care. Plus i just said its over, didnt even say is i reject u or wat. Being calm is a virtue and it may seems that u dun have it. I was thinking we still can be friends. But now is even if u wan, i also dun wan. Even my friends flame mi also is joke joke one. U dun even know mi. So dun flame mi like u know mi for ages. The fact that i didnt even use one single vulgar which u did is being gentlemenly enough. If i ever uses vulgar non-jokingly, i really dunno wat will happen lols. Ok end of that talking talking. Glad that i finally able to put it down. Nan ren da zhang fu, Na de qi, Fang de xia! I wun let such small matters bring mi down. The future is bright. But the present is... DAMN BORED ARGH! I wanna watch hannah montana! :x MISS LAME! TALK TO MI AS IM SUPER DAMN BORED! QUICK FINISH UR BASKETBALL PRACTICE CAN! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Im going mad lols >.< She's fun to talk to and i really can forget everything when talking to her. But shes so lame! Lame tigeress. So fierce de. But she's quite sweet too. :D We're seniors and juniors onli hor nth else. Flamed but remains calm as a show of virtue. Akatsuki Sven <3 Hitsugaya toushiro :D Cute guy(just like mi :P) The Frosty feeling about him really owns!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Im giving u up, With those support on my tagboard, im sure i can. I once loved u deeply, But the hurt u inflicted on mi cause them to disappear. I didnt let u down, i did my best. U were'nt moved, U long ago already gave mi the death sentence. Why should i continue doing a small business when thousands of investor out there is willing to invest. U taught mi alot of things, even though we're never together and we'll never be. I wun be like ian liddat, when wooing u praise u till heaven have earth dun have then break already say till earth have oso its worthless. U're just too good for mi maybe, or other way round i dunno. Im just stupid, trying to make yi ling smile while mi myself is in the midst of sadness. Giving her so much quotes that i myself failed to realise the true meaning of the quotes. But i really do appreciated the effort of asking mi to S-M-I-L-E. Cause its sth clarin will never do. I do hope its her asking mi not to be sad. But everythings over, and she doesn't seem to be bothered by it. I mean, even as a friend, can come and comfort mi or sth. Maybe she's not my type. I tot at first she's a sweet girl, considerate and tiongxim. But she's onli tiongxim i guess. I hope Glenn suhardi wakes up faster and tell mi wat to do man. Promised to dota tgt ytd but my whole families at home... So i went auntie house till 11. Sms-ing Yi Ling AKA Miss Lame there. Talked about some of the past. I love making people smile, but i myself failed to make myself smile. But with friends around, i always force myself to smile. Smiling is like a contagious sickness. When u smile, the person in front of u is most likely to smile also. Crying for her is stupid and retard way. I wun hurt myself anymore. Im not worthy of u, or maybe the other way round maybe. For u, i changed alot. Switching from pop music to concert band musics, Trying to save lotsa money, End my once a few week shopping spree. All this were once my fav, but i change them all for who? I changed them for a worthless cause. Thats how stupid i am. Hurt, Let down, Disappointed, LAME! Akatsuki Sven U had lost the love from mi. U'll never get it back again i swear. I really wanna forget her already. Im determined to do so. Im forced to do this. Coming to this situation isnt wat i wanted. But continue-ing this will make mi even sadder and sadder each day. So wats the point. She doesn't even bother when i tell her maybe im better off alone. I really dunno wat i did wrong. Hope someone can make mi smile again today. Yi ling aka Miss Lame not online.. Argh. She's darn lame. I wanna smile! I wanna go down the path of life with laughter, not tears. Its either i choose to continue loving her which is a path of tears or i can forget her and go along the path of laughter. I dun wanna walk alone. But if walking in pairs brings pain and tears. I'll rather walk alone. Why torturing myself when u doesn't even like mi. From u clarin, i not onli learn how to love someone, i learned to practice self-love too. I used to love u more than myself. But its all past. A brand new start. Time to get over her and continue my path. Akatsuki Sven
Monday, June 8, 2009
Maybe its time i get over her.. We're like impossible already. I do like her alot. But the feeling's isnt mutual. I choose to go on a one-way traffic, I dun blame anyone. I choose to go the hard way and i expected it to be hopeless anyway. I was sad ytd, Yi ling, u say i make u smile, I think its the other way round. Thanks lamer :) I didnt wan anyone to know im sad. Cause i always hide my emotions. I wan people to think im a happy boy which im not. I rmb last time u angry with mi because i say things didnt think of ur feelings, But, have u ever think of my feelings when u said all those things. I really didnt wanna give up. I tot i can endure.. But its really too much for mi to take.. U dun understand mi.. I really dunno wat to do already.. Someone tell mi wat to do.. At this rate i really will break down man.. She said she ever thought of accepting mi, I dun even know which of her words are truth and which are lies anymore. I feel so small.. Maybe jon's really right, Hopeless.. U kept saying things that hurts mi.. Do u really enjoy hurting mi so much? Nvm le ba.. Time will heal mi. I'll open my hand wide and let go i guess.. My heart's slashed by thousands of blades till theres no more un-wounded part~ Akatsuki Sven This may be the last time. I love u~ Eileen's Being Lame! Eileen's Being Lame! Eileen's Being Lame! Eileen's Being Lame! Eileen's Being Lame! Eileen's Being Lame! Eileen's Being Lame! Eileen's Being Lame! Eileen's Being Lame! Wow.. Its already 2am.. Just finished playing dota with glenn and his brother. Dunno if i wanna sleep.. Msn with yi ling just now. She lame LOL Friend onli :) Ytd was bryen's birthday and in case some of u guys dunno him, His glenns brother. :) DAMMIT ARGH I CANT GO TO WORK DUE TO POOR GRADES! ZZZ I got to save up to get chiawei's tank top. Its top priority ok, I make a promise to give him birthday present i make sure i buy k! All this high-ness makes mi unable to sleep ahhhhhh Guess i'll dota till morning again.. Or maybe get a glass of chivas and hope i'll fall asleep(drunk) I realli dunno wats on her mind. She says she understands wat im going through. But it really seems like she doesnt. Ahh i dun wanna be sad. Wow.. Yi ling turned online again. Off i go lame with her again LOL Dun wanna be sad anymore. Akatsuki Sven
Sunday, June 7, 2009
First it was ian.. Ya i dun mind, i waited for her.. But now she likes another one already i think.. I too will wait for her.. But i just mean nothing to her.. In her heart there's just no place that can put mi inside.. Maybe i should just carry on with my lonesome life.. Wats important is not whether we're tgt.. Its whether she's happy or not.. I vow to let her be happy and i make sure i do it. If she's happier being with other guys.. Maybe i should really let her go.. I just hope that the guy that she likes treat her well and treasure her. She may be bad in some of my friends eyes. But shes wonderful in my eyes. Maybe i should just agree to my brother's arrangement and get a transfer to other sch or just ask my aunt to send mi to another country to study.. Im sure some of the schmates will live a better life in sch without mi. Everytime she's working.. i realli feel like going to her work place to just take a short look at her.. She just doesn't know the pain im going through.. Im yearning to see her.. Im yearning to hear her voice.. Im yearning to see her smile.. But all this doesn't matter now.. Cause its just all over.. Nothing i do can change her mind.. Im just not a good man maybe.. Filled with Self-Doubts and Self-Conflicts Akatsuki Sven
Friday, June 5, 2009
Nothing happened much today except for the same things.. Woke up, Bath, Went Remedial.. Had a test on meanings of words.. Got the highest again.. too easy la LOL! Maths, Went Computer lab. Took a look at yiling's blog as i heard from chiawei that her blog kena spam or wat lols. Super immature luh~ Saw clarin today(WEEEEEE!) I was at the bus stop when i saw her crossing the road to go to sch.. Well, it was for a short moment but im really contented :) TMR IS THE START OF WORK! OMG! Hope my fellow colleagues will be nice to mi :) 10am must wake up le.. 1100 must leave home.. 12 start work.. Think work till like dunno 7,8 or 9.. Hope its 7 so i will have time to go meet up with friends or wat :) After i take pay there are a few things i wanna do.. •Buy the tank top from new urban male for chiawei as his birthday present(i mean it ok!) •Get myself a brand new pair of shoes(currently none caught my eyes yet..) •Hope to treat clarin to something nice but dunno if she'll accept the treat.. •YUJIE's ICHIBAN TREAT(HAPPY LE MA U SUCK BODOH! LOL!) •A BLOODY BRAND NEW PHONE!!!! And lastly SAVE THE REST FOR FUTURE USES! Even if u dun like mi clarin, i feel that i have learnt much from u.. U taught mi to love someone.. To be thrifty.. To give in.. To listen to concert band musics.. U do know why i did those things for u right... Going to work.. Listening to band music.. But band music is realli nice its not something i listen for the sake of listening just because u like it. But going to work.. I had never thought of going to work till im finished with NS.. My then job was a really tough one.. u doesn't know wat i been through.. Working from morning till night, Having needed to repair countless of bicycles.. Tending to lotsa customer.. Sweating till my clothes all wet.. Sometimes even bleed profusely when i accidentally cut my finger with bicycle wires.. No one was there for mi at that time.. Not even my family members knew.. I din wan them to worry and i know even if i tell them it'll just bring nothing but worries.. But this time its different. I asked for a more comfortable position. I just have to tend to customers at east coast park, Refer them to the bicycles.. Yearning to see clarin or hear her voice everyday.. Akatsuki Sven
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Its been a fine day today. :) Went Geylang East Library teach May chem again. Bused home at around 345pm. Now listening to Mbrosia Concert band musics. One of the few great pieces of music i like most is Chant and Jubilo. First suite in E-Flat recommended by clarin was also a good piece. Listened to too much pop music already. Changing to concert band pieces of music was cool too. Enjoyed listening to them. Starting work on sat :( 12pm to like 9pm... But i got my motivation! When i think of her i feel that everything i do for her is all worthwhile. Hope theres a concert band going to perform in singapore indoor stadium soon. I wanna watch! Anticipating for a concert band to perform in singapore~ Akatsuki Sven
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
cool.. Im using shannon phone to post sia.. Now at sch remedial.. Ltr going geylang east library study with may! Hais.. Clarin's ignoring mi... Sadded.. I go back study le ba. Bye guys. waiting for her~ Akatsuki sven I dunno why are u so not trusting mi.. I didnt lie to u wat... I felt hurt u know that? Why must u inflict pain to mi everytime... The amount of love for u from mi is no limit. The amount of pain u inflict to mi is also no limit. I cry at home everyday when i think of u. I hope i can changed it to smile.. I'll go sleep le.. Hurt by inflicting of pain again and again. Akatsuki Sven
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Today, Hmm Just owned a game in dota. Gonna go remedial soon. After remedial gonna meet May for chem tutoring again.. Btw, its mi tutor her hor not she tutor mi hor. :) Going Geylang East Library i think. I didnt get to see clarin for like 4-5 days already. Sadded. I dunno.. It seems to others that she's asking alot.. She wans guys to understand and like concert band. Ya i watch Mendelssohn Gala Concert on okto that day and i quite understand wat is it about... She wans guys not to irritate her which im trying really hard to.. And She wans guys that are older then him like those finish ns.. I dunno.. Even if i swear after i finish ns i'll look for her.. Is she gonna wait for mi... Im already determined to change. But the problems keeps coming.. I dunno whether she'll come up with anything for mi to change again already. I keep getting this feeling that she's just trying to make things difficult for mi. Maybe things aint working out that much.. She keeps asking mi to find a better girl.. Guys, I nid some advice.. Troubled and Upset~ Akatsuki Sven
Monday, June 1, 2009
Woke up at 8. Dota-ed till like 1+. Bused down to yujie house as i didnt wanna go jurong island. Cabbed to sing post and went to mac.. Ate fillet-o-fish meal and waited for May to come. May is a human ok, not month ok... She came then we walked to Geylang east library. Studied there till like 430.. May super many questions can... But i like teacher liddat oso ok.. Most of the questions i can teach hor. :) Her chem really CMI LOL! Most of the questions i help her de =.= Yu jie at there like invisible one LOL Mad yu jie.. I not interested in her ok... Im not interested in p schmates.. I just wanna stick to one and u guys know who.. So dun doubt mi.. I hate it. I only have one girl in my eyes now. She's Clarin poon pei ling and keep that in all u guy's mind. Ya she might not like mi, i dun bother bout that. Im sure my sincerity will move her someday.. The process will be tough.. But im willing to perservere on.. Success is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration. If i work hard, I'll get wat i wan. No one is born to be a failure. Everyone is born to win something. Gathering p schmates!~ Akatsuki Sven |
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