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Friday, July 31, 2009
How i love this friday, Uncle from switzeland came back singapore and we had a whole family gathering at kallang leisure park thai village restaurant. Woah at how fast timothy and sabrina is growing up man. They are so refine and well-mannered. Sabrina was gorgeous man. Im proud of having such a cousin too. They are going back to switzeland on thursday =( Gonna wait till next year before i get to see them again :( I swear i will save up and ask my aunt if i can visit them in switzeland :D:D Wat a happy day~ I wan them to stay! Akatsuki Sven
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Went to principal office early in the morning. She gave mi an extra serving of scoldings.. Gave mi suspension the whole day. Damn bored. Msg alot of ppl like nicola, joyce, chiawei and kai yoon. Mr han helped mi say good things this morning. thanks mr han. I didnt mean to be rude to u. u know im joking onli de. Though sometimes i may have gone overboard but i dun really mean to. Mr delip promised to talk to principal about giving mi a chance. I will definitely cherish this chance if they gonna give it to mi that is. I swear i will study hard in class and not disrupt the lesson anymore. But as for mr chew ee. He wanna backstab mi? Its either i die or we perish together. If i happen to never get home suspend. I swear i will make his life in 4b2 difficult. Not by disrupting the class. but by asking him hell lotsa of class related question. I'll ask till he pek cek lor. He dun answer mi, i ask my aunt complain him to moe lor. He answer then good dog lor. Play with mi? I play with teacher that time i think he still at teacher's training sch learning shits from the professers la. But first of all, i need to get the principal to give mi 1 last chance for this plan to work~ GIVE MI 1 LAST CHANCE AND MY PLAN TO DESTROYING CHEW EE WILL WORK! Akatsuki Sven
Monday, July 27, 2009
Damn emo today... Principal going to give mi home suspend.. I dun wan to get home suspend! I love sch! Haiis.. Dun have the mood to post.. I go take a nap ba. Sayonara~ Onli chiawei knows mi best~ Akatsuki Sven
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Was damn bored today. At first was going out alone. Then shawn soon called mi and i joined them at bugis. Kai yoon, Jamuel was there. Went iluma and arcade-ed there. Played melty blood and reach the boss. Died at the boss as its so damn imba. Saw some mjr frens but didnt said hi as i dun realli know them. Went back to bugis and i regret buying the ice cream there. 3 bucks for 3 small scoops. Though its delicious but i felt hungry eating it. After eating went to bugis arcade. Watched a guy play house of the dead 4. He god damn pro i swear. We all mad over photo hunt LOL! Keep playing photo hunt like mad. I pro de ok, spotted the most! :D:D:D:D They are so fun. I wanna join them next time again! "Love is friendship set on fire" -- Jeremy Taylor Akatsuki Sven
Friday, July 24, 2009
I wanna go out but i just dunno where to go to and who to go with.. Everytime go out with the same people can suck man.. I nid some new company oso not that i hate my current company. Just wanna know more and more friends! I wanna go shopping! Someone accompany mi go heeren Queen's couture shop pls. I wanna see if theres new cheap monday skinnys in stock. :(:(:(:( Bored to tears le la.... Someone up my value on facebook leh! :D:D Yawns Preparing to go aunt's house and finish up my homework... Akatsuki Sven Added Byron, Huizhen, Derrick, Nicola, Joyce on facebook. I just wanna widen my social circle haha. Cause i realised the number of sec 3 friends i have is like so little. Byron that gl boy haha! Joyce is the FRIENDLY girl( not as friendly as mi though). HUIZHEN the funny funny de LOL! Derrick GeGe! :) Never talk much with nicola so not kinda know her much yet. Jin Jie IS SO GL I SWEAR! LOL! But i more gl wahahahhaa. I hope no one is avoiding mi~ Maybe my old habit came back again. Yawn~ Gonna go sleep now! Bye peeps! Sayonara! I dunno why people are avoiding mi when im such a friendly person LOL! Akatsuki Sven Ps: mi being friendly is Proofed! (With Cert!) HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEVONNNNNNN!!!!!! Sorry i couldnt celebrate it with u.. Gonna stay at home... Best wishes for u k :D Damn bored this whole day. I've got difficulty breathing, i dunno why. Abit sick oso. I dun wan h1n1 pls! Zzz.... Sian... Someone ask mi out for a walk can? Maybe east coast or wat? I need to let something out too. Got too much things hidden inside mi.. Feel like pouring all out but... Hais.. I changed my blog song! Give mi some suggestions k? :D:D I dunno wat i wan already.. Im helplessly loss of confidence~ I totally cannt help feeling envious... Hope + Will Deprieved... I just wan a simple life~ Akatsuki Sven
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Cmon, dunno mi then dunno mi la. Everything oso over le. Im sooooo over u already. Mi and yi ling onli senior and junior onli wat. If u need an excuse, tell mi then. I would be glad to give u one and be the bad guy since u wanna be the good guy soooo much. I just dunno why u're so afraid of how people sees u. If u're not, then ignore them la. Utterly disappointed. Mr chew is hopeless. I went to toilet because of stomachache and he say i skip lesson. That was so cool. School doesnt allow people to go toilet, Why build the toilet? Somemore i told mr han i stomachache. Ahh i dun care anymore oso. Treat it as unlucky then. Im soooooooo getting a new phone. After i pass my n levels, TIME FOR MY NEW LAPTOP! Then i will have 3 laptops and 1 desktop. Can open lan shop at my house le LOL! But oso dunno can pass anot lor... KAI YOON! LETS GRADUATE TOGETHER! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Anticipating the cambodia trip AND Graduating with KAI YOON!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Just a normal day. With normal routines. Woke up at 4am today. Dota-ed till 6am. Bathed and ate some breads. Went to sch at 7am. Hmm.. I dunno why i hmm oso, just feel like hmm-ing LOL I gonna dota soon le :D Quite moodless this few days. And i just saw someone stole my blog quote.. Ahh nvm LOL Ok thats kinda finish for today. :D And chia wei, dun say i no good. I upped ur rank from friend to brotherhood hor.:P Happy right LOL New friend today! Akatsuki Sven
Monday, July 20, 2009
WAT YUJIE TOLD MI WAS DAMN CORRECT BOUT U! And Adrian too. They told mi lotsa things bout u. I oso told them lotsa things. Now i realised ur true colours. Thanks for letting ur fox tail. Dun need to say ur welcome. Cause i dun even bother. Sch was fine today. IM NOT EATING NOODLE STALL ANYMORE! BANNED BECAUSE "SOMEBODY" ATE NOODLE TODAY! I FINALLY SAW THROUGH U Akatsuki Sven Thanks for people standing by mi and cheering mi on. People like adrian and nat are realli people i can go to. They gave mi lotsa advice. But scolding u back isnt wat i gonna do. I wanted to. But sth's just holding mi back. The love i had for u. It has already sublimed. It just turned into gas and fade off. I didnt know i really care alot bout u. But now i do. But its already too late. I wan u by my side. But u just disappoint mi times and again. I truly loved u. U knew bout that. U didnt liked mi at all. But u chose to just use mi. I let u use willingly. That was because i was stupid. I was gullible. U ain the 1 for mi i guess. I'll keep on looking till i finally get the one that truly adores mi. Cmon dun give some sarcastic remarks at ur personal message. It ain gonna work. Akatsuki Sven Ps: u're wicked
Saturday, July 18, 2009
God, bless mi so that i can be successful in forgetting her. Broke down just now again after talking to natally. Now got a huge headache. Im sooooo tired but i cant sleep. I tried sleeping, but all it ends up were dreams abt u. I dunno if its sweet dreams or nightmares. I loved u too much. I couldnt bear to let it go just like that. U just dun trust mi~ Anybody wanna go fishing? i need some calming down of my soul~ Akatsuki Sven Scold mi all u wan and hate mi. Cause i just dun wan anything to do with u anymore. This is the best for the both of us maybe. I said i treat yvonne, i definitely will. Dun u worry. Just because of this u wanna scold mi and scream at mi? Im not ur tool for venting ur anger. Dun scream and shout at mi as if i owe u. Liking u is one matter and giving in is another. I dun have to tolerate all of this. I dun deserve to be treated this way. Im not letting anyone use mi again. I treat u wholeheartedly, but u treat mi as if i owed it to u. Im just too gullible and simple minded to think u would even like mi. Its no one's fault but my own. It was my wishful thinking all along. I had been suppressing m feelings inside mi. Its good that i finally can let it all out and have a huge cry. After all this, maybe i'll really be able to forget u and start all over again. Sorry, Blame it on me~ Yesterday was a total disaster. First of all, Sorry yujie. Its all my fault i know. Im a jinx. Nothing i do ever makes anyone likes mi. Even glenn and zheng hui. I feel so bad and rotten. Its all my fault. After clarin called, i was on the verge of emotional breakdown. But i dun wanna breakdown in front of glenn and co as i dun wanna affect their mood too. So i suppress and suppress. Till night, after yanting, nigel, sean went down the bus. I broke down. I never felt so letdown before. I was thinking of her nonetheless along the way home. Condemned and lonesome. Akatsuki Sven ps: Leave mi alone to die on my own.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Finally i get to talk to her on the damn phone haha. Though it was short (she wanna go to sleep) :( But im happy haha. Went for NE quiz. So fun! Tmr going for harry potter already. Hopefully it will be really enjoyable. I know it will be cause im going with GLENN SUHARDI AND HO ZHENG HUI! Mr lai called for mi today. Went to the office. I tot i had done sth wrong lols. But i obviously i didnt! Mr lai asked if i wanted to go to cambodia for service learning. I hesitated but agreed in the end. I need that kind of exposure i guess. It is essential in building my character and i too wanna help people as much as i can with my abilities. My auntie was happy that im going as told by mr lai. So i grab hold of the oppotunity and said yes. :D But im afraid that i wun know anyone thats going and no one is accompanying mi. I'll miss (her) too.. Can anyone tell mi if u're going? I wanna have accompany =.= Anticipating the cambodia trip :D Akatsuki Sven
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Woah how i love them sooooooooo much man. Glenn, Zheng hui, Nigel, Kai tat, Sean, Levon, Pei yi, Yan ting, Hui zhen! They drew mi a second birthday card because i lost the first one :( Second one was nicer can! Today went home straight after sch. Glenn called and went for basketball. Went to 108 for basketball. Played till like 8 then go home le. So fun~ U finally gonna talk to mi huh. I really wonder is there some kind of problem with u. U really like to use people so much meh. Haiis. Maybe i was wrong that u're a simple sec 1 pupil. Too bad for mi then. We clash with each other like a meteor Akatsuki Sven
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Went to sch as usual~ Today 4 period art again, damn sian. Pon art and went for early recess. Ate chicken chop and then slack. After recess went back class to blast songs with ipod using the class speakers. After sch went to 7/11 with my dearest bunch of friends. After that went to back to sch for lrc! After lrc went home and here i am blogging! Tomorrow yanting they all gonna give mi the birthday card le WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I so wun lose it again i swear. I'll treasure it with my life! WOOOOOO Thats abt all. :D:D:D:D:D I still could not get u out of my mind (C.....) Akatsuki Sven
Monday, July 13, 2009
Why is it so hard to forget u. Till now im still thinking of u. I keep telling yujie they all how much relieve i have that day u never come for movie. But deep inside, i know thats not how i felt. I yearned to see. When i heard u was working, my disappointment deepens. Whenever i hear ur name, i become very concerned and eager to know why is ur name mentioned. When i look at ian's blog, i become real angry. I dun know wats happening to mi.. I dun know why he can love someone else so quickly. Guess people just dun treasure things the moment they got it. I dunno if im the same but i will really try not to. I know it sounds ridiculous. But i found out i didnt really like other girls. The onli girl im looking out for during recess is u. I love u and im stupidly willing to let u hurt mi once again. I dun care wat others might think or wat others might say because it doesnt matter at all. Im able to love u with my all and thats really wat it matters. For ur sake, i will do my best in my n level. Even if i retain, i can be the same class as u. So theres no harm oso. I guess im a little too not over u~ Loving and missing u deeply Akatsuki Sven I Love C..... It was a super nice sunday. People asking mi out, people wishing mi birthdays. Went to suntec area with Yujie, Adrian, Wenqi, Yvonne, Joy, Tiffany. Was watching duplicity at first but eveyone agree it was bored. So we jump movie and went into the ice age 3 theatre. Watched ice age 3 and had a good laugh. Nicholas and clive join us shortly and off we go to mrt station. Mrt home and to my surprise, MY BROTHER GOT MI A IPOD SHUFFLE! WOOOOT! Hot pink somemore! Love it man. Thanks for the birthday tags guys! A wonderful sunday without having to talk to an unreasonably strange person. Akatsuki Sven
Friday, July 10, 2009
10/07 Went sch. Alot of people said happy birthday to mi! Thanks to : •Jiajia(shes the first to say happy birthday sia!) •Clarin •Celestine •Fengyi •Junfa (pri sch friend) •Zhen yang •Chia wei •Glenn •Zheng hui •Sean •Hui zhen •Pei yi •Nigel koh •Kai tat •Yan ting •Adrian •Yujie •Natally •Nicholas •Shaabaniah •Shannon After sch, Went home straight and have a change of clothings Went back to sch as i forgot to bring home my N lvl maths book. Went to Auntie's house to get my red packet! Bused 66 down to sch and met up with Glenn, Zheng hui, Nigel koh, Kai tat, Sean, Pei yi, Yan ting and hui zhen. They drew a card for mi sia! Im so touched i wanna cry lor. I soooooooooooooooo loved them sooooooooooooo much Slacked at the playground for awhile. Walked to bus stop and bused to Kembangan mrt. Went to eat at a place yan ting say very nice =.= Its ok la the food actually. Ordered lotsa things which i regret late in the day( i'll tell u why) After eating, went to the park and play swing all those. We play till like 7+ then walk to kembangan cc Watched them play ball as i was tired and not feeling quite well. Auntie called and went home soon after. Reached auntie home, Have a quick shower. My brother drove to auntie's house to pick mi up. After that go pick up some friends too and off we go to river valley rd. Dine at a Restuarant.(Five star Hainanese chicken rice) Order a table full of food and i regretted eating in the afternoon. Settled the bill ($93) and off to cineleisure It was 1am but there still alot people lols. Went to k8 and pooled there. My skills like becoming suckier and suckier already cause long time never play. Played 1 round and we went to Speedy lan shop. Played one game of dota and then go home le. As soon as i reached home, Bathed then go sleep le. Damn tired. But i like this birthday~ My birthday is meaningless without u Im beginning to anyhow think already i guess. I dunno if u feel this way but i think u're treating mi like a fool. U make mi feel that im a low-life creature u know that? I still love u loads or maybe more. Many times i have told myself not to care bout u anymore. But i really cant do it! Wat i need is respect from u Akatsuki Sven
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Ok im damn happy now. Super duper darn bloody fxcking happy. Finally can talk normally to her liao. I knew it. After darkness there will always be light! I cant explain this amount of happiness but in any case im darn happy. :):):):) Tmr dunno wat will happen oso. Hope everyone wun bully mi as its my birthday ba.. I wanna have a safe birthday! Akatsuki Sven PS:My aunt is gonna give mi a birthday red packet. I wonder how much is inside LOL! Its my birthday tmr. But im not happy at all. I just cant get happy at all. Talked to glenn during recess. He understands mi the most among the friends i have. He promised to celebrate my birthday with mi tmr together with zheng hui and some guys. I loved them yeah they rocks but i just couldnt help feeling a bit helpless and down. This birthday is memorable indeed. U're angry with mi already and nth i say helps. I really did wan this to happen, but i was too desperate to get u to talk to mi back.. Hope tmr goes well.. Sitting around with despair and waiting the arrival of a miracle. Akatsuki Sven
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Im totally freaked out. How many times i said i dun wanna care about u already. But i just really cant do it. After today, u wun talked to mi already i guess. Sorry guys i really dun have the mood to post anything now. Guess i need some time alone. Lets all just leave it like that alright. "Sometimes, What you see may not be the real thing. Look with ur heart and the image projected will be clearer then using ur naked eye." "Life's are full of ups and downs. Before u go down, u always have to go up first." "Losing a relationship isnt the end. Its a process of loving. True love does not ask for anything in return." My mood plunged down straight into hell. Akatsuki Sven I do like you~
Monday, July 6, 2009
I WANNA SLEEP! Changed blog skin and blog songs. Nice~ So long no use emo skin le. Im really feeling down, not put emo skin for show de. Haiz Cause of a retard make till i tio death sentence already. Wat i like her. Wth lor. I damn treat her like my little sis, junior or sth like that onli. Ahh, wat i say oso no use le. Might as well save the strength and use it to go to bed. Set-ed up and Sentence-ed to death. You give love a bad name. Akatsuki Sven No matter how mny times i say i dun care anymore. I do care bout u. And onli u~ Little do i know my 100th post will be written in misery. But i know my friends are by my side and my buddies especially. Went Suntec City with yujie, eric, nic and clive. Was planning to movie but change of plans as some quarrels cropped up. Went mac and settle our dinner. We sit at mac for so long like nobodies business LOL. After that went to Marina Square arcade to play. Play till 10 liddat then we walk to 7/11 to get drinks. Walked all the way to near bugis there to take bus. Took bus 2 with yujie and clive. Stopped with yujie at his house and changed to 67. Reached home at 11.50+. Bathed and watch Wocaiwocaiwocaicaicai. After that watch dunno wat The transporter. Nice show :) Next sat think going watch transformer with fengyi and jiajia i think if im not wrong. Sunday still need study at national library. Ytd wanna go national library de. YUJIE THAT FAT PIG SLEEP TILL 2+ or 3! #$%#$%#$%#$@!!! I went grandlink while waiting for him. He came at around 3+ and suggest we just stay at grandlink and play. Played till like 8.30 then go eat. I swear the curry chicken rice at grandlink makes mi wanna cry. Its so damn hot that i started sweating profusely sia. After the meal, bused 7 to Heeren. Clive bought a skinny at fourskin. The skinny is nice and its like onli 20 bucks sia. That moment, i kinda regret buying my cheap monday skinny sia. I could have used the money for the cheap monday skinny to buy like 6 fourskin skinny sia. Still got money left somemore. Birthday on friday! PRESENTS ARE DEFINITELY WELCOMED! BUT BIRTHDAY BASH IS STRICTLY PROHIBITED! TRESPASSER WILL BE PROSECUTED! LOL! im going crazy already. I'll stop this post before i go crazy. Sayonara mina! Block mi all u wan (u know who u are) Akatsuki Sven PS: I dun care anymore~~
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
She hates mi i think. And she doesnt wan anything to do with mi already. Nth i say will make up for the mistakes in the past. I just wanna say, I really didnt forget bout u. Next friday is my birthday, i really wanna celebrate it with u.. Everyday been the same.. Bored to hell already. Took 63 home after sch with yee boon and nat. Sarah was on the bus too LOL! I keep msg to disiao her. Her fren use her phone to reply mi. Her fren is damn guailan can. If her fren wasnt a girl i would have punch her in her damn face in that damn bus and humiliate her in front of those students in the bus already. Wan guailan with mi uh. Learn a few more years and eat more rice la. Stupid like a pig. Lols i must be too bored to write all this small things down =.= Never had a day without thinking of u Akatsuki Sven |
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