Scaled the mountains and crossed the seas. Thats you and me.
If.... its love. Will it be you and me?
Sunday, August 30, 2009

Went wildwildwet with Jamuel, his sister, his brother and his brother's gf.
Damn fun haha..
But i was super hungry ahhhhhhhhh
After wildwildwet met up with shawn and yujie at whitesands.
Then we cabbed down to geylang for food!
After that went Grandlink to dota.
As usual, Shawn played without a brain and we lost throughout.
Argh~
Reached home at like 1?
Bathed and went to bed.
Woke up at 8 today.
Ate something and went back to sleep.
Woke up at 2+ and ate something again and i went back to sleep AGAIN.
Woke up at 6 and ate again then bus back to my own house and here i am bloggin!
Hehe
Gotta dota now.
Need to get back my face on garena.
My face let shawn throw all liao argh~
Sayonara mina!


Think wat u wan cause u're just being bias.
Akatsuki Sven


Friday, August 28, 2009

Lols good work guys.
Nice flaming.
I didnt do anything so why do i deserve all this.
Yee boon, Andy, Clive
I offend till u all issit.
Must flame mi till liddat.
Flame mi still nvm.
Must force mi till no friend be issit.
They all flame mi still nvm.
Im the victim here and there nicola say i act beng?
i was like
WTH?
My fault?
They fault mi and yet she blamed it all on mi?
Did i ask for this?
Ahh nvm ba.
Wan misunderstand mi then so be it lor.
Lol sia.
Compare mi to clive or anyone of them up there,
Who more beng sia.
The answer is so damn obvious.
Its fine with mi lols.
Just that i hate it when people accuse mi.
Super hate it.


Thanks 4b1 guys. I hate to say it but u suck.
Akatsuki Sven


Thursday, August 27, 2009

I felt so much better today.
Well, if people dun wanna talk to mi or hate mi.
Theres nothing i can do really.
So i guess i'll let them do wat they wan.
They are just ignorant and they dun really know mi so i dun care oso.
Lol.
Im not gonna explain myself and i dun owe anyone any explanations.
U wan talk, then talk.
Dun wanna talk, then dun talk lor.
No big deal.
I wun make such a big fuss over people.
For people who wanna talk to mi, i'll ensure i will make ur time with mi enjoyable and for those who dun, too bad.
I dun give a damn on how popular u may be or how good u are, as long as u're a human, u're just like anyone of us.
Lol why am i saying all this haha.
Gonna go study now!
Sayonara mina!


Talk to mi no more? Fine with mi lols i got nothing to lose.
Akatsuki Sven


Wednesday, August 26, 2009

If im been a nuisance to all of u out there, i deeply apologise.
I just feel that everyone hates mi now.
In class, everyone sees mi with a different eye already.
Even chiawei treat so differently compared to last time.
Suddenly, i felt i was so much different from everyone else.
Different as in a bad way.
I want to talk to Zheng hui and glenn bout this..
But their so busy with their O's and i dun realli wan to bother them with my small problems.
Kai yoon and guys had been distancing away from mi oso i think.
They wouldnt let mi know even the smallast things.
Maybe im just being paranoid but i really think they hates mi.
Ahhhhhh i dunno man..
Not in a good mood so i shall not continue this post.


Leave mi alone and hate mi all u wan
Akatsuki Sven


Monday, August 24, 2009

Feeling ok now..
Was moody just now..
Couldnt find anyone to talk to.
Guess i'll just keep quiet bout it ba..
Today sch was bored like shyt.
Its either i couldnt msg, or ppl dun reply mi.
Well, got used to it oso.
Changed blogsong to Little Boots -- Remedy.
Hope u guys like it.
I like it but i dunno bout u guys.
Heard it on 987fm.
Find it quite ok ba..
I like Not Meant To Be by Theory Of A Deadman better.
But chiawei go put le.
I wan some originality.
Remedy is nice too so doesnt matter.
Gonna change blogskin soon.
I will change the style of my blogskin choosing le ba.
No more cartoon cartoon de ba.
I wan something more like MY style.
Hmm Ideas anyone?
Well, thats all for today.
Gonna sleep now.
Sayonara mina~


It doesn't have to end this way.
Akatsuki Sven


Sunday, August 23, 2009

I still cant believe i watch Where Got Ghost twice sia...
Lame movie lor~
Well, Fengyi wan watch so just watch onli lor.
Damn sian lor
The stupid Melty Blood game..
I keep losing at the boss...
Time to buck up!
I'll win it the next time hehe
I'll summarise up wat happened on sat ba
Was actually meeting the guys at night for prawning.
But everyone suggest pushing it to sunday.
Went to bank at orchard to withdraw money.
My aunt left onli 20 for mi argh..
Was actually waiting for fengyi at somerset mrt.
But i changed it to bugis as its more convenience for her.
Met her at bugis and we proceed to Illuma to get the tickets.
After getting the ticket, ate at BK.
Then arcade because theres like 30min more and we got nth to do.
Saw jamuel there but he was going home i think.
Went in at 5.30
Bored till movie end.
After movie, escort fengyi home as its late and its 7th month.
I very gentlemen de hor :):)
Went home, watched FF7 Advent Children :):)
Then slept~

Today went to pay respect to my mum.
I miss her damn lots sia!
Haiis, it cant be helped.


I miss u, Mum
Akatsuki Sven


Thursday, August 20, 2009

THE WEATHER IS UNDESCRIPTABLY HOT!
I HATE THAT!
Wonder when it will rain!
Argh i cant watch K.O.3anguo episode 7 part 2!
Spoiled i think..
Someone give mi a link!
Tudou loads freaking long argh~
Ytd went to tuition.
Sounds weird huh.
My tutors are regrettably kai tat and nigel koh!
I could understand wat they were saying and they are really nice people!
Many a times i wanted to go and slack for awhile by giving an excuse to go canteen to grab a bite.
They would force mi to sit back down and get back to my maths 2008 n lvl paper.
I love them sooooooooo much man.
Brothers forever!
Hope they can pass their O'levels man!
I wan them to go to poly!
Hope Zheng hui, Glenn, Levon, Kai tat, Nigel, Sean, Hui zhen, Pei yi, Yan ting all keep in touch with each other and not go our separate ways!
True friends last forever!
I too must work harder to be able to join them in poly!
Time to go polish up my maths and physics!


Nobody is alone in this world, thats why we need friends :)
Akatsuki Sven


Tuesday, August 18, 2009

☆词:aChord曲:东城卫脩☆

我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影


指头还残留 你为我 擦的指甲油 没想透
你好像说过 你和我 会不会有以後
世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我


你听见了吗 我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明 我为了你 存在的意义

世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我


爱你的我 不能停止脉搏
为了爱你奋斗 就请你让我 说出口

爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我
爱你的我 爱你的我

我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影

I love this song man, Especially the chorus.
Totally like
Damn nice lor :P
Been watching K.O.3anguo this few days.
Nice show, quite funny.
I'll give it a 8/10 ba cause i still like Love at Dolphin Bay better:)
I like more of romance drama than comedy.
Hmm feel like watching the Ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni~
Been thinking alot this few days ba..
I dunno i totally give u up already anot.
I just feel that everytime i hear this song i think of u.
Its saddens mi deeply ya.
But nothing's gonna bring mi down.
Im jackson for crying out loud!
Shakespeare once said.
"Life is a stage and everyone is just a actor"
We just act out our part and goes..
True love includes mutual trust, mutual respect, giving in to each other.
Its not about being together.
I wan u to be happy.
Thats why im letting go~


我的爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
Akatsuki Sven


Sunday, August 16, 2009

Went movie ytd with yujie, shawn, kai yoon and jamuel!
Had a lot of fun owning peeps at illuma arcade playing blazblue.
8pm went in to the theatre for movie.
Watched Where got ghost!
Saw on the commercial that a dance movie is coming soon~
The movie name is Dance Flick i think..
I sooooooooooo gonna watch that.
Im still watching step up 2 once in a while as i think all the dance was so cool!
Especially the ending part.
Then there was this movie i saw today at bugis roadshow.
Called Bandslam i think.
Starring Vanessa hudgens!
Im soooo watching that too.
Went to marine parade library today.
Never studied but played psp while they all study.
After that went PP
Oh ya forgot to mention.
Today arcade at bugis was damn fun.
But abit embarassing oso.
Cause i was like playing The house of the dead 4 then suddenly i realise a whole group was crowding around mi watching..
Not bad, i didnt throw face.
I used onli 1 credit and played till second boss.
Well i can say that not mny of my frens can do that :)
And i went to stage 2 without getting any damage :D
Then i played Blazblue as usual.
I cant seem to use Jin Kusaragi well sia..
His quite complicated.
But i like his fast moves and combos.
I see mny ppl use v13.
Gay character so i didnt wan to follow.
After i reached home dota-ed for 3 rounds.
Owned 2 and lost 1.
Weineng and ts dota is totally CMI
The third round onli i owning with my bs.
My whole team feed like dun have tomorrow.
Haiis.
Cant seem to find a good team.
Kai yoon is hopelessly selfish and shawn plays without a brain.
Jamuel is amateur and onli yujie listen carefully its ONLY YUJIE is good and i can totally trust him.
My dream team includes mi, glenn, zheng hui, yujie and jamuel.
Mi, glenn and zheng huis chemistry is already very good and mi and yujie compliments well together.
Last friday trip to lan is total disaster.
Lost every single round.
Well i couldnt blame anyone because kai yoon wasnt there and shawn played like shyt.


HUI ZHEN's GONNA TEACH MI MATHS! YAY!!
Akatsuki Sven


Thursday, August 13, 2009

TMR IS CHEM!!!
Time to show them wat i can do WAHAHAHA
I own in chem, no joke :)
This few day broke sia..
ZZZ lor..
Tianshi going to lend mi a sim card yay!
Free unlimited sms and free incoming.
And guess wat..
I onli pay 15 dollars per month!
I nid to pass my history!!
TOURISM IM COMING!!!
Its my dream to study tourism!
I wanna work in the IR!!
Hehe..
Went kembangan play basketball today..
Successfully pass nigel koh for the first time and score!
Not luck hor..
We all damn tired by the end and then all sit down and talk..
Well.. when im with them i can realli relax and just say wat i like.
No secrets kept.
I dun have any secret oso..
Its hard to keep a secret. ;-)
MRT-ed home and reach home at 830.
Dota with Tianshi and Weiliang for 1 game.
Totally trashed the Pubs.
Is it just mi or has Garena's standard drop drastically.
Whatever lols.
Im so tired now i wanna go sleep :)
Sayonara Mina!


Its no surprise i wun be here tomorrow~
Akatsuki Sven


Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Ya i know we still can be friends.
But can u leave mi alone for some time...
I dun wanna fall in it again..
I had a hard time climbing out of this bottomless cave and yet u're trying to pull mi down again..
Dun give mi false hope by talking to mi or wat.
Im tired of all this already.
Let mi learn to give u up.
I know love cant be forced..
Im just trying to let u know how much i actually loved u..
U dun know how i feel and u never will cause i know that u will never like mi.
I just need some time alone to think it over.
I will come out of this patch of darkness.
I realli need time~


Darkness came and took my heart and soul along with it~
Akatsuki Sven


Monday, August 10, 2009

Went steamboat with HO ZHENG HUI, Glenn suhardi, Kai tat, Yan ting, Goh pei yi and lots more.
Though the steamboat shop abit wu lu wu lu one, it was quite warm hearted and i had lots of fun.
Mi and glenn shall belong to Yan ting's alliance and stupid kai tat is on pei yi's side!
Grrr
Nvm mi and glenn's "GL"ness is far higher than compared to kai tat.
After steamboat, went arcade and played the new game "Blazblue"
It was damn fun..
Some idiots pro come challange mi 1 on 1.
It was my first time playing and i still can thrash the pro 1 kill but i still lost ultimately as im not quite used to the game yet.
Shall play it often hehe.
Yan ting was damn pro at Percussion Master la.
She totally thrashed glenn..
Then we played Daytona :)
GOT FIRST YET AGAIN~
2 perfect drift :)
I simply love them man..
Zheng hui was sick and had to go home to rest..
GET WELL SOON ZHENG HUI! :)
Ok jamuel's asking mi for dota le.
Sayonara Mina!


Why does love always be like a battlefield~
Akatsuki Sven


Saturday, August 8, 2009

I've really decided to let u go.
It causes mi too much pain for mi to endure.
Why should i hold on tightly when u're not even there.
U knw i loved u much, but u just let mi inflict pain on myself again and again.
If i can do everything all over again.
I would choose to do it all the same.
I dun regreting loving u.
I dun regret anything i did.
It was all worthwhile.
It's just wasnt appreciated.
This is the end~ (i hope)


Gonna go out tmr with my bunch of "Brothers" i think.
Dunno where we gonna go oso..
But no matter where we go, there will definitely be fun and laughter :]
I love them the most man :D
But too bad they'll be gone next year and i'll be all by myself..
Nobody to laugh and cry with.
Thats a nightmare.
What a Drag~
Hmm maybe i can consider going ite so we got more chance to meet up :)
Hmmmm...
Brothers for life~


Love can sometimes be such a drag~
Akatsuki Sven


Friday, August 7, 2009

Yea i AM a failure.
Definitely not in studies, but in relationships.
I know that loving doesnt include reaping wat u sow.
Its endless giving and none of taking.
I just wan to feel appreciated thats all.
Its so close, Yet so far~
Its so shallow, Yet so deep~
Its so low, Yet so high up in the sky~
I could never catch up with u.
Lets just leave mi behind and let mi finish this journey alone.
This is maybe the last time i guess.
I love u clarin`


I kept on running, but the darkness is eating my heart and soul~
Akatsuki Sven


Thursday, August 6, 2009

Went Yuki yaki at marina with shawn, Kai yoon, Jamuel :D
Ate damn full i swear.
Overcomed so mny obstacles LOL!
I swear i love the char siew there.
Damn sweet.
We kept eating beef LOL!
The soup let kai yoon and jamuel make till taste like shit LOL!
We took like too much food end up we keep eating even though we sooooooo full.
There was a group of girls behind us.
They eat damn alot can!
I swear their stomach like monster stomach.
The whole table full of plates.
Somemore all the plates clean one!
And after they finish they still got space for ice cream!
OMG!
Shawn wan 1 of the girls phone number lor~
The cutest and prettiest among all.
But he dun dare so too bad~
They are such fun peoples~
Love them~
Tmr national day performance le WEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I dun wanna play frisbee~
I will upload the photos taken today after blogger settle the uploading problem.
Shall go wait for shawn and co for dota matches le ba
Sayonara Mina~


Its too late, i missed u and u have walked too far, leaving mi crying behind you.
Akatsuki Sven


Wednesday, August 5, 2009

I tot i could realli forget u..
But all the signs were that i cant do it..
No matter how hard i try, i cant deny the fact i care much about u.
Maybe even now, i still like u as much as before, or maybe even more...
Hope u understands.
I wasnt meant to be angry or sth.
I know u kinda dun know mi that well.
I'll always rmb wat 1st col 13:4-8 is about.
Love is patient, Love does not envy, Love is kind, Love does not boast, Love is proud, Love is not rude, Love is self-seeking, Love is not easily angered, Love keeps no record of wrongdoings, Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth, Love protects, Love trusts, Love hopes and last but not least, Love perseveres.
I will continue persevere till the end.
U are definitely worthy of my love with no doubt.
Although the pain and hurt u inflicted on mi had left a scar so deep, I didnt blame u.
I cant go church with u.
Not now.
Let my wounds heal properly alright.
Sorry~


Darkness had always prevailed over mi and dawn will never come unless u hold my hand and bring mi out~
Akatsuki Sven


Monday, August 3, 2009

Well, i love hanging out with kai yoon and shawn and jamuel this few days.
They are fun people to go out with.
But saturday is special.
I just couldnt help let my mind fly else where when my body was with the guys.
I tot u were going prawning with us, but didnt know u wasnt.
When i know that, it was all too late.
Maybe the whole thing was just meant to be a joke.
It'll never be reality.
Often people just think that im just a happy-go-lucky type of person.
But they really never know wats going on deep inside mi.
Yes i enjoyed the prawning, but i was too thinking of someone.
Thats why i appeared bored.
Not because it wasnt fun or i've got nth to do.
Wats the point of saying all this when the whole show is already over.
Even how i try to say i dun care anymore.
I just cant seem to do that.
I care bout u as much as i do in the past.
Nth i give u now is any lesser than the past but wat i receive is more pain than ever.


I can onli see darkness prevailing over mi... When will dawn come?
Akatsuki Sven


Sunday, August 2, 2009


Adam Khoo Camp Class 4b2!

Haha i finally revived my phone after weeks of hard work.
My sony ericsson phone woke up le weeeeeeeee
Wat a nice day today.
Just return from bballing with Glenn,Zheng hui,Kai tat,Sean and Feng bo..
Well, i had a fall and scratches over my knee.
Suffer some abrasions too.
It was painful for some time but i quickly recovered from it.
Guess im quite immune to pain already after being hurt again and again.
Im kinda lost now.
Though i thought i hate her.
I was just bluffing myself.
I could never blame her and hate her.
I just cant.
Maybe thats why ppl say i realli loved her alot i guess.
Thursday my beloved uncle bernard will be flying back to switzeland again..
They'll come back next year i guess... Awww
I'll definitely miss him, Sabrina and Timothy!


Maybe im still clinging on u tightly and will never let go...
Akatsuki Sven


Biology,
This is me~,

Name:Jackson (Duh~)
School:Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Class:PB22
Characteristics:Just any average guy u can find on the streets. :)
Status: SINGULARRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Stuffs,
Moooosic

Lovecraps,






Love wish,
Pretty me.
WishList!:
No wishes at the moment
Leading a contented life
I wish I love you.


Beloves,
Off and go.

-Aaron
-Carrine
-Celestine
-Cheryl
-Clara
-Fengyi
-Gennie
-Jiamin
-Joey
-Joyce
-Matthew
-Natally
-Nicola
-Peiying
-Wenqi
-Yeeboon




Loveya(s),
A round of applause

Dont remove, thks :)
Rochelle & thanks,
Brenda , for the basecode.


Reminiscence,
Recall the love past.

April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
October 2008
November 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
June 2011
May 2013


Lovelist,
I love you.

I
Love
YOU;