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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Well first, i had a bad chrismas. And that, wat i did doesnt get appreciated. Then, I cant go out on countdown. Is this december cursed or wat. Yujie is right. My life is screwed. I have 2 brothers that beat mi from young. My mum died early. And now i have a aunt thats taking care of mi BUT doesnt wanna let mi go out. I dun mind not going out really i swear. But wats the point of staying at home watching tv and sleep the whole day. I tried picking up my book once. But the thought of the word HOLIDAY makes mi put it down again. This is a holiday? I say this is hell man Yes u didnt see wrongly. The word is HELL H-E-L-L HELL Sch is like a heaven to me. And being able to go to sch is the happiest moment of my life(i swear to god thats true) I dun hate my family. I just hate myself. Cause i cant have a proper one. Passing N should be a happy thing for me. But i WASNT. Yes u didnt see wrongly again Its WASNT W-A-S-N-T WASNT I didnt get the laptop as promised, I got a screwed up christmas and I CANT EVEN GO TO COUNTDOWN. Now wat kinda life is that? Isnt it well screwed? I finally understand that after my mum left. i got simply NTH ELSE. I can say that during the 14 days in cambodia. They are the most beautiful days of my life. They were bright, and shiny. The arrival in singapore had made my life dark and thunderous. Everyday was like hell at home and the onli escape was going out with my friends. I love my friends. They are cool people. Im the uncool one inside. Im broke and PATHETIC. Yes the word is PATHETIC. If u say that 9/10 children in singapore are fortunate. Im the unfortunate one i guess. Now the onli thing i can count on is my education. Nothing else. Im going to need to focus on my education and leave this place as soon as i can get to uni. Well.. Guess i'll end it here. Tears rolled down my cheeks like droplets of a heavy downpour. Akatsuki sven
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
IM GOING TO SEC 5!! This month is a busy month. After 31 countdown, everything will turn serious as its the O lvls. Im in a dilemma luh.. So should i just seriously go for it or not... Really unsure.. Lets just take things slowly ba i guess. This 2 weeks will be very busy. First theres CHRISTMAS! Then must watch sherlock holmes.. Last but not least......THE COUNTDOWN PARTY! Its gonna be crazy i guess. But its gonna burn a big hole in my pocket too i guess. Guess i just have to keep bugging my aunt for money already :( Are u the one? Cause i dun wanna break my own heart once again~ AkatsukiSven
Monday, December 14, 2009
This few day was bored ttm. Stayed at home almost everyday. Neone wanna go bugis? For movie or shopping? Thursday till sat cannt go out le. Aunt going overseas, must stay at home look after grandma. Sunday im definitely watching Avatar. Who wan join can tag at tagboard. Im going alone. Or maybe with some good friends. :) Tmr maybe going out with KY they all i think. :) I wanna shopppppppp Especially my Cheap Monday jeans! I wanna get a new one! The old one wear till sian liao. Time to save Hope i pass my N lvl. Then i can ask for alot thing le :) If fail i gonna go find work le. :( This few day dunno wat happen. No motivation to maple or dota. Like play till bored or wat le. LOL Time to study hard! Tourism here i come!!!!!! Smile like Never Smiled Before :) AkatsukiSven
Sunday, December 13, 2009
The past is past. I guess all i can do is to move on. I respect ur choice. Went cheryl's birthday yesterday night. Was fun as i get to meet lotsa SL mates. Hermun was damn funny lols. We put chilli padi into a cup of coke. And here comes thirsty haikal who drank some of it and was shouting for water LOL I learnt many things as i had said in the different post. And went i came back to singapore, i learnt something too. I learnt the importance of moving on. When we encounter problems, we try to solve it, and quickly move on. No point staying at the same point and repeat the same old thing again. Im really tired already. Guess its time for Me to move on... I'll just have to get over u~ AkatsukiSven
Friday, December 4, 2009
IM BACK! Miss mi? Bet u guys didnt. CAUSE I DIDNT EVEN GET A TAG! :'( The trip was super fun. I wished we had stayed longer. The team was very bonded and we helped one another in times of needs. I hope we'll all get the chance to get together soon again. Everyday of the trip was a challenge. From the carrying of the sand, to the finishing touch of the classroom. Every grain of sand comes within our heart. I've learned alot from the trip. And im sure all the other SLmates too. We all made new friends and bonded with each and other. Showed our care and concern for each other when we got sick or homesicked. This 14 days of my life was deep and meaningful. I never regretted going to cambodia though i had missed alot of things back in singapore. Of all the things i missed. Most of it was u. Regret onli wat u never did. Never regret wat u had done. AkatsukiSven Labels: I miss cambodia~ |
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