Sigh... I dunno if it's raining because im sad right now or its just pure coincidence.
Dunno why talk to bzj this few days she like dun even bother one.
Guess she grew bored of me le ba...
Maybe this is wat the chinese proverb, Yuan fen yi jin means ba..
Like wat my reading have taught me.
Friends will come in some part of your lifes.
And some will leave when their time of being part of your life ends...
When it ends, it has no warnings, and it cant be undo.
How hard you try, how persistent you are.
Its gone.
Maybe all this is just my paranoid-feelings at work.
I too hope its not true.
But it just seems so real to me..
Although we'll remain as "friends", like we are right now.
But things will never ever be the same again.
I doubt i can even call u bzj ever again.
Sigh...


Dejected feelings had my mood plundged down again.
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