Well, i love hanging out with kai yoon and shawn and jamuel this few days.
They are fun people to go out with.
But saturday is special.
I just couldnt help let my mind fly else where when my body was with the guys.
I tot u were going prawning with us, but didnt know u wasnt.
When i know that, it was all too late.
Maybe the whole thing was just meant to be a joke.
It'll never be reality.
Often people just think that im just a happy-go-lucky type of person.
But they really never know wats going on deep inside mi.
Yes i enjoyed the prawning, but i was too thinking of someone.
Thats why i appeared bored.
Not because it wasnt fun or i've got nth to do.
Wats the point of saying all this when the whole show is already over.
Even how i try to say i dun care anymore.
I just cant seem to do that.
I care bout u as much as i do in the past.
Nth i give u now is any lesser than the past but wat i receive is more pain than ever.


I can onli see darkness prevailing over mi... When will dawn come?
Akatsuki Sven