Why is it so hard to forget u.
Till now im still thinking of u.
I keep telling yujie they all how much relieve i have that day u never come for movie.
But deep inside, i know thats not how i felt.
I yearned to see.
When i heard u was working, my disappointment deepens.
Whenever i hear ur name, i become very concerned and eager to know why is ur name mentioned.
When i look at ian's blog, i become real angry.
I dun know wats happening to mi..
I dun know why he can love someone else so quickly.
Guess people just dun treasure things the moment they got it.
I dunno if im the same but i will really try not to.
I know it sounds ridiculous.
But i found out i didnt really like other girls.
The onli girl im looking out for during recess is u.
I love u and im stupidly willing to let u hurt mi once again.
I dun care wat others might think or wat others might say because it doesnt matter at all.
Im able to love u with my all and thats really wat it matters.
For ur sake, i will do my best in my n level.
Even if i retain, i can be the same class as u.
So theres no harm oso.
I guess im a little too not over u~


Loving and missing u deeply
Akatsuki Sven


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