First it was ian..
Ya i dun mind, i waited for her..
But now she likes another one already i think..
I too will wait for her..
But i just mean nothing to her..
In her heart there's just no place that can put mi inside..
Maybe i should just carry on with my lonesome life..
Wats important is not whether we're tgt..
Its whether she's happy or not..
I vow to let her be happy and i make sure i do it.
If she's happier being with other guys..
Maybe i should really let her go..
I just hope that the guy that she likes treat her well and treasure her.
She may be bad in some of my friends eyes.
But shes wonderful in my eyes.
Maybe i should just agree to my brother's arrangement and get a transfer to other sch or just ask my aunt to send mi to another country to study..
Im sure some of the schmates will live a better life in sch without mi.
Everytime she's working.. i realli feel like going to her work place to just take a short look at her..
She just doesn't know the pain im going through..
Im yearning to see her..
Im yearning to hear her voice..
Im yearning to see her smile..
But all this doesn't matter now..
Cause its just all over..
Nothing i do can change her mind..
Im just not a good man maybe..


Filled with Self-Doubts and Self-Conflicts
Akatsuki Sven