Im giving u up,
With those support on my tagboard, im sure i can.
I once loved u deeply, But the hurt u inflicted on mi cause them to disappear.
I didnt let u down, i did my best.
U were'nt moved, U long ago already gave mi the death sentence.
Why should i continue doing a small business when thousands of investor out there is willing to invest.
U taught mi alot of things, even though we're never together and we'll never be.
I wun be like ian liddat, when wooing u praise u till heaven have earth dun have then break already say till earth have oso its worthless.
U're just too good for mi maybe, or other way round i dunno.
Im just stupid, trying to make yi ling smile while mi myself is in the midst of sadness.
Giving her so much quotes that i myself failed to realise the true meaning of the quotes.
But i really do appreciated the effort of asking mi to S-M-I-L-E.
Cause its sth clarin will never do.
I do hope its her asking mi not to be sad.
But everythings over, and she doesn't seem to be bothered by it.
I mean, even as a friend, can come and comfort mi or sth.
Maybe she's not my type.
I tot at first she's a sweet girl, considerate and tiongxim.
But she's onli tiongxim i guess.
I hope Glenn suhardi wakes up faster and tell mi wat to do man.
Promised to dota tgt ytd but my whole families at home...
So i went auntie house till 11.
Sms-ing Yi Ling AKA Miss Lame there.
Talked about some of the past.
I love making people smile, but i myself failed to make myself smile.
But with friends around, i always force myself to smile.
Smiling is like a contagious sickness.
When u smile, the person in front of u is most likely to smile also.
Crying for her is stupid and retard way.
I wun hurt myself anymore.
Im not worthy of u, or maybe the other way round maybe.
For u, i changed alot.
Switching from pop music to concert band musics, Trying to save lotsa money, End my once a few week shopping spree.
All this were once my fav, but i change them all for who?
I changed them for a worthless cause.
Thats how stupid i am.


Hurt, Let down, Disappointed, LAME!
Akatsuki Sven

U had lost the love from mi.
U'll never get it back again i swear.