Why am i such a failure... Maybe even yi ling think so ba. Im such a coward... Doing things for her in the dark like that... I should have approached her just now and offered to send her home and carry her bag for her... Instead, all i did was help her look out for the bus 100.. Somemore i did it without her knowing im there... Im a goner at this rate man.. She's afraid of mi? Im more afraid of her can... I should have really sent her home... Maybe she'll reject my offer but the least i can do is even asked! I wonder wat happened to her legs... Must really hurt uh.. Hope its just temporary..


Woke up early in the morning.. Did house chores and bused down to sch.. Studied alone at blk 341 void deck. Very peaceful study lols. No disturbance at all.. Well, i admit.. I had a bad dream ytd.. I dreamt that yi ling was sitting on a wheelchair.. then the rest i dunno le cause i suddenly woke up.. The more i thought about it the more i wasnt feeling good bout it. I told myself its not gonna happen cause its just a dream... But still, to confirm, i took a bath, had a change of clothes, bused down to sch.. I reached at 930++ Waited till 11 liddat.. Saw someone with a limping leg.. i tot it wasnt yi ling.. cause the bag was white.. and yi ling's sch bag should be black... Then i went to the bus stop at the side gate to take bus.. Yi ling boarded too but she board on the next stop. I din dare to look at her cause dun wan her to get the wrong idea i was waiting for her WHICH i was.. When she alight at gay world hotel there to change bus 100.. I couldnt believe my eyes.. i tot i have hallucination or wat.. I rub my eyes and see again.. omg the girl that was limping was indeed her.. As the bus had already moved.. i got no choice but alight at the next stop. Walked all the way backtrack to the bus stop yi ling had alighted at. She was walking up and down to see if the bus had come or not.. Seeing her limping like that realli make mi cant take it anymore.. I crossed the road to the opposite site and offered to help her lookout for the bus so that she can have a rest on the seats at the bus stop.. I was a coward.. i didnt let her know where i am.. Glad that she didnt see mi too i think.. i was like standing in the road and many cab thought i wan to take cab =.= Soon the bus 100 came and Yi ling boarded it.. Msged her and i went to kallang mrt there to take 853 to geylang bahru to meet Shuai Xiong to go market eat mutton soup LOL.


I dunno why she's like afraid of mi oso... Guys, tell her how kind i am :)



Get well soon, Yi Ling~
Akatsuki Sven.