Thx people who cheered mi up when im totally down..
•SHAWN!
•NATALLY
•CHERYL
•Yujie
•SHARMAINE
•Celestine(though she doesnt know i was down.. but i enjoyed talking to her though)
•Aaron(well at least he did post a tag which i think its comforting)
•Levon(im not gonna trust this person ever again i swear)

Well.. This been a super emo week fer mi.
Especially on thursday night and friday morning,
Was over moody so i slept throughout my chinese ct.
Got chased out by my brother ytd.
Walked all the way from my house to matthew's(can u believe that? LOL)
Met nic and we went to PP to wait for shawn.
Then we walked from PP to Adrian house.
Sx was damn drunk LOL
Didnt felt like swimming at first.
Shawn and Yujie pulled mi down the pool(damn u guys LOL)
Though i was sad through-out.
I tried to act as though im enjoying it...
Yea i admit,i may be quite a joker in class or W/E
But u guys dun quite know wat im hiding inside of mi..
Its was a No-Laughing-No-Joking-Jackson-Day on friday..
Yes,Cheryl told mi
"dun give up the whole forest for one tree."
I shooted her back.
"well, im prepared to give up the forest for this tree."
To u, this may be just a tree.
To mi, this is the only tree that grows in that position.
Yes i can pluck out that tree and plant another one.
But it'll no longer be 'that tree' again.
Get wat im trying to say?
Sharmaine too told mi
"its worthless. Its just a girl"
Its not JUST a girl.
Its the same as the example i mention earlier.
If i take her out of my mind and like another one.
I can imagine that girl is her right?
It'll then be like bluffing myself...

Im in a dilemma myself too.
Glad i've got friends like SHAWN,Nat,Cheryl and Nicholas.
Nicholas my best bud in sch.
Dun wanna see him drop out man.
Promise mi we'll go to sec 5 or if u wan i can go ite with u together k ?
I guess im no longer angry with him.
We can be friends again but i doubt u wan it too.

Is friendship so fragile?
Well, maybe yes huh.

I'll better get going then cya people